Lets talk about a certain thing that happens to me when i use drugs to grip informations from a higher cloud.. my unconsciousness.
I dont really know why even marijuana works on me like that. It was probably with my reincarnation package xD
I dont feel any relaxing things and neither do i want to sleep. I get very opened up and my senses increase sharply. My friends told me that they didnt knew any of that behaviour. I would say i become more … aware and conscious.
It sometimes felt like i could hear their thoughts loudly but who can i tell that ?
The thing i want to specify is my consciousness which drifts up and down while i ask myself something.
I loose the very sense of my body and feel how we did everything we currently do. The questions get answered very fast and it is really hard to understand what the actual answer was.
It feels like a nuke of info hits me everytime i ask myself something and when i try to write it down, it vanishes and gets completely reversed which causes writing problems.
So i run into the nuke, get one piek and deep info, take it how it is and than let the nuke hit me again. Its like taking a piece of a cake from thousands of cakes and eating it before it gets taken back.
What i want to tell you is that there is so much info that is against earth and what we know that it cancels as soon as i want to write something down from it.
In one experience i was not in my body nut neither was i out. I was somewhere with my pure consciousness and infos flashed before me.
I knew that i would not remember much and the final thing i wanted to know is „Who is against us to gain real knowledge?“
What came next was making me mad afterwards..i couldnt believe it but how could i deny it when it happend before my eyes ?