Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much!
As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would.
Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i noticed something.
Whenever i try .. or not to leave my body, i get pulled no matter what, into a dream which was dreamt few years ago or in my childhood and i know that because i get Déja-vús inside those dreams! When i first had that dream, some scenes were blacked out or made no sense. It was in a blurred state and now they became clear and i noticed that those blacked out scenes were ME, trying to change them or getting consciousness back through few exercises inside them.
This brings me to the conclusion that even your dreams are made up by something, i mean why would i dream blacked scenes and later find out that i was trying to become clear ?! Doesnt make much sense for me but this is nothing new though.. We described it in our book:
And for some reason, pretty much no one can get out currently or atleast as i know from many who did. Some say it works but i wouldnt be so sure about it.. Something blocks us but for that to be possible i would need to pick a few things which would be only possible from the outer world.. such as „chipping the astral body“ or some other stuff..
Iam lately so bored that i become bored in dreams, even in the repeating one’s but only for few seconds.. like when i ask „What the fuck am i doing here right now?“ and than i stand still and look around only to walk further down the dream because something told me that nothing else except the dream will happen for now – so either dream or wake up, both will be boring!
What do you think?