„HELP ME PLEASE“ hahaha

Those were her lasts words before i opened the door and let the pigs out to attack her. She was frozen in terror and there was no way to run. She got eaten by my three fat pigs which eat even bones. First her legs and than her face. She was screaming like the little whore when she was born. I never forget how i tortured her and carved names in her skin while she was in agony.

Screaming „PLEASE STOP DAD PLEASE“ while i chopped her skin slowly from her foot. Those were my favorite momenty with my daughter… That whore who had killed all my other children and my wife. She ruined everything.. The day she was born i hated her. I knew something was wrong but that she would kill all of our family while we were sleeping was never expected. She was six when she bit one of her brothers neck and he died before we reached the hospital.

Than after years and years she ate my wife while i was at work and the rest of the family was found dead. A human could possibly not be at work here. So i made up my mind and planned to extract the evil out of her by torture.

But it all was just for nothing… I still ended up back in my cell because the judge was not believing me.

I woke up in a psychatric clinic and the bad dreams stopped when my doctor gave me my pills. I fell asleep and woke up in prison. I slowly stood up and went to the door.. another day of never ending nightmares.

– CIRKOW RICHIE, Murderer of five people. Soon sentenced to death for killing his family in alcohol rage.

Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?

Es gibt gewisse Träume in welcher die Psyche des Individuums geheilt werden kann. Diese Träume sind äußerst tiefgreifende Erfahrungen im Unterbewusstsein und sie können hochintensive Heilungen im Inneren auslösen. Hier ein Beispiel. Sie haben enorme Angst im Dunkeln und das seid Jahren. Warum das so ist haben sie sich schon immer gefragt aber finden keine … Weiterlesen „Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?“

Intervallfasten #4 – Zurück in die Vergangenheit

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My Killing Adventures and so on

Hello there audience,

this is the care taker from the mountains. Today i would like to share a few of my best moments while i chew some human meat fresh from town.

It was a very success summer for my food rations. A lot of tourists entered my hunting area. I thought i was about to loose my food and jump to raw animals again but no. I got more of the dumb people which hear the news about constant dissapearings and show themselves just to dissapear as well.

I must say that human flesh from young bodys are the best. Specially from woman. They taste like chicken wings when i season them with animal fat and blood from the cows.

But how do i prepare them ? How do i keep the bodys and why hasnt anyone found me yet ? Well because there is no one alive to tell the story! hahahaha! That makes me laugh out loud.

First of, its easy to hunt humans. Most of them are so trustworthy when i show up as a hitch hiker who lost his dog a moment ago. And after some of them offer me help. I just hit them with my cleaver straight in their necks… Of course theres always yelling and screaming but that stops when i hit them the second time and chop their head off. Now resistance is always there but this is MY hunting area. There are always traps in which they fall from panic. In the end they always die and i drag their bodys along the paths back to my special room 😉

I got even hit once and a group of five people had me but they made a mistake. They didnt tied my hands good enough and i could escape and than kill them all when they tried to run for it. It was truly one hell of a fun night to cut them to pieces and drink their blood. Very fresh blood gives me the feeling of being a normal person again. In the end im faster and stronger than any human ..

You know i wasnt always like this, killing people and eating them. I was just out of meat one day and my body parts were rotting too. So i needed parts to replace them and using animal parts wasnt any good. I needed to be exotic and use the skin of beautiful young woman and children, the strong arms of black men and children faces to sometimes become a clown for my victims. So they would get scared and mke more mistakes. Specially at night. But thats another story.

I kill my prey when they are in terror or have completely trust in me. Like this the fun gets always to its max. Im about to change my left arm and back muscles again with the meat i have stored from that summer in my fridge.

I need to prepare the instrument while i eat some more human flesh. Excuse me but i got to go now. Gotta clean the computers keyboard too now. Everywhere blood and hairy skin..

Come to the mountains my friends, we go to my special place were you can experience life from a whole new perspective. And bring your children too. My pigs like their bones.

Existenz von Zeit im Traum?

Jeder hat sicherlich sich schonmal gefragt wie die Zeit im Traum wohl abläuft oder wie man sich das vorstellen soll. Ich erzähle aus eigenen Erfahrungen. Im Traum läuft Zeit weder linear noch vorwärts. Man kann Zeit in einem Traum nicht fühlen oder wahrnehmen weil man Selbst darüber unbewusst entscheidet. Zeit ist individuell einstellbar solange der … Weiterlesen „Existenz von Zeit im Traum?“

Satanic Party Final Part

Final part of the Satanic Party

As everyone in the room had circeled those two. The people began one after another torturing them. One stabbed, the other cut, the other spat and hit them as they liked. They were guinea pigs and nothing more. They did very horrible things to them. To top things off, after they had cut them, they drank the blood coming out of them and from the weapon. It looked as if they would get high on them. As if the blood would increase their crazyness. And then they randomly started making out again with each other.

It was really intense what was going on and hard to believe. I heard only screams and they were begging to stop but it was just laughed off. They were half dead before me and everyone was done with them and looked at me again. As if they knew that i had not done anything to them yet. They made me a way towards them and i knew that this was their test. If i would finish them, i would be like them and couldnt say a word to anyone. But if i dont do anything, i would be dead as well. Why was i thinking like this !? As if they would kill me ? Since the drug was wearing off a little i was confronted with the reality that it was all real. I couldnt believe it and started shaking. I cant kill anyone! As i stood there, not moving forward, i was given a push from the guy behind me. It was the billionaire guy and host! He wanted me to finish the party.

I couldnt think straight and the only thing i knew was that this was my chance to strike him down and maybe end it. If he would live, people would be killed constantly and this just couldnt happen. Yes he was a billionaire and had probably a lot of contacts. So if he woud live on, i could say anything to the police and they wouldnt believe me at all. Atleast that was what i thought in that moment.

He pushed me harder and said „Finish it“ but before i made a step forward, i turned around and cut his throat straight open. Blood was gushing out and he was suffocating to death. Suddenly everyone screamed and panicked. The people smashed the windows and doors open and run away. It took a complete different turn from what i had expected. Dexter and Karl were shocked but i dont think they had noticed much from all the blood loss.

Everyone escaped and i called the cops. I had expected to be shot and killed instantly after the strike but nothing.. Even the security ran away.

After the police arrived and noticed that it was a billionaire, they furthered their investigation. Karl and Dexter survived but were still in the hospital. But they had enough energy to tell the police what had happened. I was free too go and even a inside surveillance camera showed what happend in that restaurant. Guess they were stupid enough to film all that from the inside and it helped to bust them all.

It had made a huge impact on the world and the story was online for months. A bunch of celebs were taken to prison and they even found that it was a huge human trafficking ring around the world.

Without a doubt my act was not the best. But we are still alive thanks to my decision. That was the last time i went to a super rich folks party…

Intervallfasten #2

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Applaus, applaus. Wer sollte mir, oder uns, denn auf die Schulter klopfen, wenn nicht WIR selbst. Zuerst einmal gibt es heute eine Einladung in die von mir, wieder eröffnete Fasten-Motivationsgruppe, die ich erstellte vor 2 Jahren, weil viele Apps nur Geld verdienen wollen, aber nicht wünschen dass die…

Intervallfasten #1

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Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die…

Doubtful Adventures – Moving Forward

After the sudden loss of energy i felt destroyed because i now knew what brought the problems of using blood magic. But yet i didnt knew the whole truth about it…

As i was laying on the bloody grass and looking into the sky, i wondered what the village meant before they got killed by my summon.. „You will know what it means to use that type of magic“ .. Was he meaning the pain or the emptions? I didnt really knew but destiny would try to test me again..

For how long was i unconscious i asked myself. I felt normal again … The bloody bubble which bursted infront of me and wrapped me inside all their pain, it was awful.. and the instant drop on the ground because i had no strenght to stand anymore.

But now i was back on my feet and looked around. The dead bodys were rotting and i was really hungry too. Maybe they had something nice to eat inside their houses. I know you dont steal from the dead but they were gonna torture me, so it was okay!

Before i went to the small houses, i realised that the barrier from earlier across the village was gone. This meant that those beasts would arrive here soon or atleast sneak around. I needed to be very caucious again. Maybe it was not a great idea to kill all of them. I shouldve let those live who brought the barrier up.

I took my book next to me and remembered that it was glowing red before i fall asleep. I looked inside and went to the blood magic instructions and spells and i noticed that now another sentence was added right below the last.

„Blood summoning added – Disaster level spawn“

Blood summons of the blood spells will consume all energy of the caster after the spell is dismissed. Whoever uses the summon to the limits of their level will die immediately. The more it is used, the more energy it will consume but the power will equal.

The caster will be healed and fully energised after the spell is spoken or thought with intention of the summon. “

I wonder why it always told me the important stuff after it happend.

After i knew this much, i left quickly away from the open area to the houses, looking for food. And i was lucky because first had a nice smelling stew on the table. I didnt thought much about it and immediately started eating until i was stuffed. It was really tasty i thought or maybe it was because of my hunger..

I couldve used my normal magic to not feel any hunger or exhaustion but i wanted to feel the taste of food again in my mouth ..atleast for that moment. I didnt thought that it was unnormal to take a bite after i had killed so many people.. Of course it was terrible and i knew some of them in my childhood, but they didnt seem to be warm hearted at all.

As i was standing outside of the small house, i needed to know where i should head next and how i could cloak myself to stay very low on the radar. I felt more danger now than before because of these invisible monsters.. I was lucky that these people had picked me up. What wouldve happend if no one was around?.. I couldnt rely on my basic skills of magic, they were not close enough to the outside world. I

I had decided to use blood type spells more frequently, atleast the less damaging one’s. Only if it was absolutely necessary, i would use the destruction spells.

So i used my casual cloaking spell and my higher stamina spell and started to run. As long as those things couldnt see me, i wouldnt mind if i was getting attacked by red crows again.

Moving from the high terrain down to more civilised areas after few hours of sprinting, i was getting closer to a shining forest. The crowns of the trees seemed beautiful and it was very ..welcoming. A sort of shining – warm light was coming from the inside as i was approaching.

As i was coming closer, i heard the loud scream again from earlier.. It was coming again.. Was i spotted ?? I wasnt sure and my heart started racing. Should i hide somewhere? I didnt knew what to do so i stopped running and hid behind a small bush across the field of sun flowers. This time i would need to test my enemy and see what it was and its capabilities.

So i took a few small rocks and threw it across the field, hearing a loud unnatural scream. It was close.. After throwing a few more, i could sense that it might be to close, so i slowly moved away from my spot. A few meters away after that, i noticed that the small bush where i was hiding, was completely torn to pieces without my notice .. I would be dead if i make another noise..

My heart was so racing that i thought it might hear it while i was slowly walking backwards. It couldnt see me in my cloaked state but it heard dangerously well and it was just fee steps away from me. Step by step walking backwards inside to the forest .. but my back hit something. It was another barrier, covering the forest.

Either i was really lucky or this time i would be dead. After i hit the barrier with my back, i prepared myself to use one of the deadliest blood spells against monsters in my book, which would cost my life and the earths as well. But a few moments later, nothing happend.. I heard no scream nor any foot steps approaching. Was it gone ? ..

As i was trying to be very silent and trying to hear something, i heard a few birds and the blowing wind .. I had decided to take a deep breath .. For my luck, the thing was right in front of my face, screaming loud and shattering my ear tunnel completely..again.

I was about to die and this time i was sure of it. But after the scream i noticed that i was fallen backwards and somehow landing inside the barrier. The monster was hitting the barrier and it was really loud, like something huge was hitting it. I dont know how i got inside the forest but it saved me. My ears were hurting and bleeding, so i took my book out and used a healing spell until i was recovered.

A few moments of calming down and sitting in dirt, the thing was gone and now i saw the real beauty of the forest…

Part 4 – On its way, follow 4 more! 🙂

Unconditional Love vs Love

What are the differences ? The normal love you might experience as a human and vanishes after a certain time is called earthly or just human love. It has not much meaning and often married couples start to hate each other when this feeling dissapear Yes woman feel different, they truly feel more often love … Weiterlesen „Unconditional Love vs Love“

Dont take internet info too serious – Heres why

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Hello there, todays short blog is about google and other search engines which provide us daily with new information. So why shouldnt you trust any info on your screen? Because most of it is false information. Of course this depends on what info youve been searching for. For…

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further.

A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but as i came closer and closer, it dissapeared completely.

„Was this a sort of illusion spell?“ I asked myself while cramping out the spell book. As i read through it, i noticed that such a spell was not available in the normal form. Instead i found a blood spell of the highest ranks but this would take more than one person to cast. Invisibility for an entire village would atleast need one sacrifice of blood or entity stated the book ..

As i gathered my thoughts.. i wondered.. was the village full of blood casters? Should i really go there ? But maybe it was just my mind talking too much.

I wrote a symbol of a low rank tarning spell on my arm, just in case if i needed to hide but if the village was full of high tier casters, i would need to use blood magic again and experience hell.

I didnt wanted that, but whatever! I needed to keep going and find the next safe zone before the storm or those beings would hunt me down for good.

I went straight forward to the village. Even if it was under an illusion spell, i would soon just walk through it.

After few minutes of walking…

„I should be already near it, but why am i not through the barrier yet ..“. As i was looking around the area where nothing was except stones and a few trees, i heard the voices from earlier again.

… I started running again.

„Fxck.. dont tell me that these beings were real!“ i thought to myself as i was running. While i looked back if i could see something, i tripped over a stone and crashed into an invisible barrier. My little bump was enough to make the barrier visible but the inside was blurred.

As i had no time, i started to knock and kick against the barrier because those beings or whatever that was, came more and more closer. The only thing i could sense that i was in real danger again and when i noticed that no one would help me, i felt a loud scream behind my ear.

The scream was so loud that my ears were ringing and when i turned back, nothing was behind me..

Suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my ears, they started bleeding and my stomach was pierced from behind by the being. I was lifted upwards why i couldnt do anything but trying to breath and hope.. As i was levitating a meter above ground, i was about to pass out. I somehow managed to say the symbol on my arm and became invisible for a few moments.

This was probably enough to let me down and i passed out while i was accepting death in my own blood pool and torn organs.. The last thing i heard was the ringing scream of that cursed thing..

After an unknown amount of time i woke up on a bed and people with covered faces were looking at me. I was shocked that i was still alive and examined my body. I was bandaged completely around my waist and two of them healed my wounds inside my ears. As i was looking around, i didnt knew if i was safe or just lucky. I still was unsure and stood distrustful.

„Thank you for saving me, but who are you all and what is this place?“ i asked why i got healed on the bed.

„We are called the no one because we dont have any faces and this is the village which you had looked for“ one of them said.

„Why did you save me ? Was it no trouble ?“ i asked while i wanted to sit but couldnt due to pain in my stomach.

„Dont try to move, it will take time to heal your organs and what do you mean by trouble for us?“ another one asked skeptically.

„I was chased by an invisible being and it killed me by stabbing my back in front of your barrier, how did you pulled the barrier down, saved me and brought it back up?“ i asked wondering.

The people looked at themselves and at me while the atmosphere went suddenly tense. Another one asked „Repeat what you just said“ but asked instead „Where is my rucksack ? I had a book inside, if i get it back i could tell you what happend without laying here“

All of them started to make weird noises with each other and looked more around the room. It was if they were looking for something.

„What about my book now? Iam thankful that you saved me but i have to go“ i asked and said while my pulse went slightly up. Than one of them shouted loud at me „YOU USED BLOOD MAGIC AND BROUGHT IT INSIDE – YOU WILL DIE HERE BITCH AND YOUR BOOK IS BURNED!!“

While i was shocked and in pain, the others calmed the one of the no one and took him outside. One of them told then „Chain her up and bring her down to the others, make sure she cant use her hands“ – „You have no idea what youve caused by using the high ranked blood spells!“

As i was trying to move, one of them held my mouth shut and chained my throat and hands and pulled me down to a door with following a staircase. I couldnt say a word because the chain was pressuring my throat. As i was pulled along the dirty hallway, i saw cages left and right with creatures and people chained on the walls – begging for help or laughing..

„What was this place ? What would they do to me?.. i got no time for this bullshit!“ I thought as i was chained on the wall.

„You will rotten here you witch!“ said the one and spitted in my face while walking laughingly away and closing the door.

I was angry.. angry that i was stupid enough to die near these bastards. I would need to get out of here but how if i cant use my spells ? .. It seemed hopeless .. After minutes of gathering myself i remembered that the book stated, that some of the spells can be activated by thinking about them. This stated as well that none of the usual spells would be included – only blood spells of the disaster threat and higher.

„Damn it.. this book is like a curse itself, only wanting you to use the bloody spells .. i have no choice, plus they seemed to be scared from something“ i thought…

I tried to remember a spell of the blood magic pages but the only one i knew was the negative impact and for this to work i would need to be able to talk.

As i tried to relax, i heard someone along the hallway screaming „Summon a demon sumon THE demon Hilagarn!!! Summon demon summon demon hilagarn!!“ As i heard how he was tortured and killed.

„Was this a choice ? I never had summoned a demon before, but i had nothing to loose now“ – i drew a circle with my dripping blood from my stomach and used my foot for the drawing.

Than i closed my eyes and spoke

„I call you demon Hilagarn to my aid, destroy my enemies and upheave the landscale of this village with the power of my blood“ … one second … ten seconds .. one minute .. nothing happend ?

.. My head began to hurt really bad and a dark being was building up from my dropped blood. It was an image of myself but with a diabolic evil face and dark wings. The chains dropped from my hands and throat and it healed me again completely. The pain was gone and i was really energised.

„Time to get my book demon!“ i said loud while it bowed to her summoner and rushed through the cell while it destroyed every door and gate along the way.

All i was hearing were screams and „THE WITCH HAS SUMMONED A GHOST – RUN EVERYBODY, USE PROTECTION MAGIC“ but as i sprinted upwards and tried to look what was happening outside, i noticed that my summoning was completely overpowering the village.

„How horrific… it went straight out and killed everything ..“

While i yelled „THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR STEALING FROM ME'“ – one of the remaining villager with cut limbs and a missing hand crawled towards me saying „you…demon… witch… you will see.. the true cost of your blood soon..“. I wanted to ask him what he meant but i was feeling wonderful and my summoning ripped his head off.

I noticed that my demon was sucking all the blood from its prey until there was nothing left. That day, over thirty seven died and when i uncovered one of their faces, i noticed that it was one of my old friends from our zone.

„HOW … what is going on here damn it ..“ i couldnt think for a few moments and just stood there while the demon found my book and brought it back.

„Thank you Hilagarn, you did well“ i said proud while it kneeled before me a last time. Suddenly it was dissolving into thin air and all the collected blood of the dead built a spherical ball which was thrown at my face..

„What is this?? The price for my summoning ?“ I asked myself as i started to feel even greater pain than my first blood spell.

„AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHRRRRRHHHHHHHHHGG“ – the pain was completely different than before because i was feeling all their emotions while they got killed.. It was really bad and my energy i had earlier was used up, making me unconscious on the field of the dead..

As i prepared to just sleep on the spot, i saw the book glowing red..

Part 3 on its way! Follow for more! 🙂

Empathie und Egoismus vs Illusion – Realtalk

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Heute mal zum Einstieg ins Wochenende, ein kurzer Realtalk. Ich gehe davon aus, dass viele das was ich jetzt sage verstehen und auch nachvollziehen können. Geht es euch auch so, dass ihr euch fragt „Was zum Geier ist nur mit der Menschheit los? Werden die alle immer dämlicher…

Doubtful Adventures – Part 1

A story of a young adventurer in an unknown world

Three days ago i had a pretty intense confrontation with my parents. We were living in the forest near a mountain which was inside a magic circle. This circle was there to protect us and the rest of the people but lately it started to crumble and many people left out of fear. My parents wanted to stay but i was against it and told them to move in to a different area with a stronger circle, but they refused to listen and even hit me in the face for bringing it up.

This made me really angry so i told them how i thought, took my magic spell book and left them in the hope they die painfully. I know it wasnt right but the crumbling of the circle went already a month and it was about to break. If it breakes, a giant storm appeares from nowhere and destroys everything while it cuts everything to pieces. Standing inside a storm was enough to spit blood and receive devastating damage. Once an elder of the forest told that the circle would regenerate by a certain chance but no one knew how and when. I think my parents tried to hope for that but it was no use. Their magic skills were pathetic and couldnt provide any safety from any danger. They hoped that i would stay with them for their remaining life time but thats over now.

As i moved outside of the circle, pictures of my childhood left too .. Me playing at the playground and using the magical slide with the others which beamed us upwards to the skys and back. It was really fun i thought… The hauling children eating dog was gone too. Some of the parents threw their kids towards it and they got eaten alive because they couldnt handle them.. I dont know why such a thing existed here but they had told us that its not a big deal.. All of them were gone. I guess thats life i thought but since i knew better now, i realised how disturbing this really was. The most had deserved to die.

After an hour of walking and fast sprinting with my magic spell „Whirlwind stamina“, i could see several paths but i didnt knew which way i should go since i really was never out of the circle. The only thing my parents had told me was, that i never should stay outside of the circle for more than three days and always cover myself with the coating spell to stay undetected but i never knew why. They said that either the storm would get me or „them“. With „them“ they ment monsters which were alive on different levels of magical dimensions. Once youve got detected, they would hunt you down and no spell could ever harm them because they were too strong…

I didnt really believed that crap because nothing happend for 19 years and no one ever came back injured. All were always healthy and nothing could beat our magic spells i thought. No diseases, no hunger but a lot of greed .. I knew the only thing that would kill us would be greed because there was nothing to do except gathering gold and treasures.

As you might thought that our world shouldve been peaceful and full of love, no it wasnt. Greed is always there whenever someone has not the same as someone else, or in this case, lesser intelligence.. That all is now the past!

I just went a random path from the 5 which were available and shortly i noticed that crows appeared. Crows were my friends because i once helped one of them, atleast i thought it. But these crows were strange, they started flying over me in circles like i would become prey or die. My senses rushed and i pulled my spell book to cover myself with a protection spell. The spell that was written here was at a „Disaster Level“ if i would use my blood but i always was told to never use those spells because of a curse that would appear. So i decided to use my normal level protection coating „Lightning Cube“ and it covered me enough to become a bit invisible.

Surely someone would notice me but it seemed to be enough against the crows .. right? .. Well no! They attacked me right away and i started to run again but i wasnt fast enough. I really didnt wanted to use any of the blood magic spells because i couldnt measure the power and curse which would come with it. But i had no choice, these crows took pieces of flesh from my back as i screamed in pain and blood was running already.

I really couldnt understand what kind of crows those were so i used my back dripping blood and used the disaster level destruction spell „Negative Shockwave“ while the book stated to throw my blood at the enemy.

As i called in pain „NEGATIVE SHOCKWAVE“ to the direction of the crows, a huge burst of pain accured in my body.. but in exchange.. i felt the power in my body which created a giant, red glowing shockwave which dismantled the entire area including over 200 meters of trees and grass to sand… The crows were instantly dead and the sky was clear..

What a relief.. and what power! I was shocked about the power i felt but the pain was insane. I thought i would pass out because of it.. As i wanted to use a healing spell and looked through the spell book, i noticed that my wounds were gone! That surprised me because there was no healing included in this spell.

Had i missed something ? I was looking at the spell and saw that it was glowing in red. The spell was changing into something as i watched sitting in the hot sand. The spells level had increased to „Blood Level“.. That was strange because never had any of the normal spells changed inside the books. Every child who was ready since childhood received a spell book from the elders and only the owner could read and use it but the parents could read it if the owner allows so. Since i never told them anything about it and because they never asked, i thought they knew about the disaster level spells. They mentioned it once but only the elders told always to never use them since they couldnt change the spells inside the books. Otherwise they would’ve took them out ..right?

I never knew how they made the books but a rumor told that the elders were from the outside and created those books to benefit us and than died or dissapeared. If you ask me, something wasnt right about this story..

The curse of the blood mage … what could that be ?.. Maybe it was the pain because it was too intense ? And i still didnt knew what was all about it.. As i sat there, a wind blew through the books pages. Suddenly there was something written in the empty pages about blood mages.

„Blood mage spells activated – Pain level zero“

„Whoever uses the blood spells will attain power in exchange of tremendous pain“

I didnt understood why this was appearing now but after these two sentences, another three pages appeared and stood empty.

I closed the book and walked the rest of the path down while i kept an eye on the sky for crows and touching my back to ensure that i really was fully healed. It was still surprising ..

It was surely dangerous outside here .. the normal spells couldnt do much, so what was the purpose to learn them ? As i asked the question and used the spell „Wide Eyes“ to see where i was going.

I saw a big fire when i warped my vision across the mountain terrains at a castle. I knew that i shouldnt head the way because it was empty and the fire grew to a huge tornado.. I had never seen such storms and powers inside circle .. Was this the reason why everyone fled always to a new and secure circle ? Was it this dangerous outside ?..

Too many questions but i knew i would find the answer. I changed my way and warped my vision to a different place, noticing a village and few people. I was glad to see someone out there but as i tried to look further, the villagers heads turned all towards me simultaneously and blocked me from looking.

This was my next goal.. even though i got a bit scared, with my blood spells i should be able to deal with any problem. I wont use them too often i told myself… atleast i thought so.

I started moving again but the village was still far away.

Part 2 Follows Shortly! 🙂 Like and Follow for more!

Universelles Bewusstsein – Fakten #1

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Hier könnte man nun zuerst meine/unseren ganzen alten Beiträge hinzufügen. Diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ oder diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Oder im Prinzip fast alle, da es mir sehr oft nur ums Bewusstsein geht. Nun aber mal wieder Klartext. Will die Menschheit wirklich „BEWUSST“ sein? Stellt sich diese Frage wirklich? Wisst ihr was?…

Wieso es keine seelenlosen Menschen geben kann.

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Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualität beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage: „Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“ Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich. Jedes Teil ist…

Übersäuerung des Körpers, Basische Ernährung

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Heute mal eins der Streitthemen Nummer Eins. Ich erhebe hier keinen Anspruch auf exakte Richtigkeit, ich bin kein Mediziner oder Experte, ich kläre auch nur darüber auf was ich in meiner Krankenschwesternausbildung gelernt habe und aus meinen Recherchen hinzufügen konnte oder musste. Bei Krankheiten oder Symptomen, in denen…

Herbstzeit- Vitaminmangelzeit? Wenn ja, welches denn?

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Heute ist unser Wetter, so typisch Deutschlandwetter im Herbst. Und zwar so: Photo by Valeriia Miller on Pexels.com Fällt euch was auf? Richtig. Keine Sonne, dunkel, Regen, windig, kalt. So richtiges „Mistwetter“ eben. Da nützt auch der, recht abgedroschene Spruch „es gibt kein schlechtes Wetter, nur….“ ihr wisst…

Streiten und Spiritualität

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Okay, lasst uns ein wenig – nochmal – über Meinungsfreiheit reden, von der meine persönliche Meinung die ist: „im Prinzip ist meine Meinung scheißegal und egal wie sie ist, es wird immer! wirklich immer jemanden geben, der sie sofort und gründlichst tot- bzw. kaputtreden wird.“ Es ist wirklich…

Dark Rituals and Blood ? Part 2

The screen showed five teenagers which were bound on chair and they seemed to cry. Their eyes were bound with tape.

Meanwhile some people started to laugh and under these people, we even saw Bill B., K.P. and many more.

We didnt expect these people to be here. They were neither guarded or secured. It really seemed like a „party“ were everyone was equal and „knew“ each other.

While the people laughed, me and my wife looked each other in the eyes and understood what was going to come.

Those who organised this party went on and gave everyone a mask.

My wife got a cat mask and i got a gorilla mask.. no one would notice us now we thought.

„EVERYBODY … MASKS ON AND ENJOY THE LITTLE TEASER … hahaha“ said the pig mask guy.

Suddenly the people on the screen got tasered by people who wore black robe’s and pig masks.

„WHEN THE PREY SCREAMS, IT GETS TASERED AND WHEN YOU CRY, WE EAT YOU ALL ALIVE“ said one of the black robe guy.

The people started to laugh like it was a commedy show.

It seemed we were the only normal people in this underground building.

No one could go out until the show was over.

My wife got disgusted and needed a bathroom.

„Are you okay? Lets go to a bathroom“ i said.

We both got to a very luxerous bathroom and i waited until she was …. finished with puking.

Bill B. came in.. „I see its your first time here?“

„Yes it is … and our first time to this kind of fun“ i replied.

„Hahaha .. it hasnt even begun, wait until you see the baby’s“ while he washed his hands and smiled.

„We look forward to it!“ i said while starting to laugh myself. Not because of the „fun“ what was going to come, but because a „Bill B.“ talked about killing baby’s and smiling about it.

I asked myself …what if all the bullshit from the internet was true what they said about him?

We would soon see..

Bill left and my wife came out of the bathroom.

It was strange that the womans and mens bathroom were all the same. I mean what idiot doesnt respect privacy?

We left the bathroom and took our masks back on.

„AND THAT IT IS FOR THE TRAILER LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, GO THROUGH THE NEXT GATE TO THE REAL FUN“ the pig guy said.

A big metal door opened behind the screen and everybody went in, as we heird some say „Iam so excited ..we can finally let it loose again“

We wondered what they meant as we walked with the crowd and my wife held my arm.

A loud „DONG … DONG“ … Two paths appeared .. The people followed their lust..

Was sind – falsche Freunde?

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Was sind falsche Freunde oder sogar falsche Partner und woran erkennt man sie? Wie kann man sich schützen und wie kann man die Situation ändern oder geht das gar nicht und man muss damit leben?! 1. Sie sind entweder NIE da wenn man sie braucht ODER sie sind…

Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?

Ich hatte ein paar Male das Vergnügen im Traum, falsche Erinnerungen zu lesen. Mit lesen meine ich das Verstehen von falschen und richtigen Erinnerungen und wie ihre Eigenschaften sind. Alle falschen oder „implantierten“ Erinnerungen sind natürlich an erster Hand daran erkennbar, ob sie denn je stattgefunden haben. Das ist der logische Part. Zudem können Erinnerungen … Weiterlesen „Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?“

Was ist – EGO?

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Was ist das nun, unser EGO? Sind wir das? Macht es uns aus? Nützt es uns was? Oder taugt es gar nichts und wir müssen ständig auf der Hut sein, es los zu werden? Zuerst einmal, WAS sind wir? WAS macht UNS, als Menschen aus??? Wir sind mehr…

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

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Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern…

Dark Rituals And Blood? Part 1

What happens behind closed gates underground?

This is our experience inside a „Ritual Party“ or how they say „The Party of High“.

Me and my wife had been inside this forum for few weeks, just to see how this kind of people are and what they actually do.

It was only accessible with a special key which was „BABYJUICE“ but spelled backwards.

This was only attainable from a recommendation trough another guy who’s trust was needed.

They offered and invited us to one of their strict and forbidden party’s, which was held once every two years.

They didnt told us anything about details, but they said „Food and drugs are free“.

We thought that it might be not that bad.

Well… it was worse!

We didnt knew how to cloth ourselves, so i just wore a suit and my wife took her black dress.

We took a taxi to a central place and waited for the „friend“ who waited for us there.

As we arrived, he was standing there and said hi to us and that this coming night will be our best.

„We will now take another drive and the location where we are going, will be underground. So dont worry, no one is going to kidnapp you because many get nervous their first time“ he said smiling.

We thought he was okay, so we got relaxed and got into the fancy car and drove to the location..

….. Meanwhile driving ….

„You said drugs are free too?“ i asked him.

He started laughing and said „Youll gonna love it, it is really fun and even funnier under a special drug“

We didnt bothered to ask more and just sat quiet in the car while looking out the window.

„Try to make friends there, many big names arrive tonight“ he said.

To be honest we didnt bothered about any big name or even if god would arrive there, we just wanted to see what the self claimed „elite“ did to have fun. This was a lifetime chance to see their real faces!

We played along and answered as usual to every question someone asked us. If those people would know for what we are really here, we probably would just dissapear from the earth.

Since my wife is exactly like me, i didnt need to worry about anything bad. She knew what she was doing.

We arrived at a farm but no one was standing there.

„We arrived, please press the button to your left from outside the window“

My wife pressed it and a tunnel opened before us.

„Lets go, we walk the rest“ said the friend who’s name we only knew from the internet…

We got out and didnt knew what to expect.

After we went in, the guy said „go ahead ill be right back“ – so we went in alone but already started to hear musik.

As we walked down, we saw the entrance to the party, a giant head from lucifer which was gloving in red and orange, with a pinky voice asked us „Death or Fun?“

Of course we said fun and than a light point on the wall appeared, so we followed.

We got nervous and werent sure if we should continue because we didnt saw anybody either.

Out of nowhere, the friend appeared and said „lets have fun now“ while started to laugh.

We came to a big area with many people, gentle music and YES we did cloth us right. They all were in suits and it seemed just like a normal evening but nothing seemed special we thought.

I asked Kate, my wife „What do you think? Shall we seperate few meters and take closer looks on whats going on?“ i asked.

„NO! we dont seperate, ive got a bad feeling about whats going to come“ she said.

So we stood together and looked a bit around. We didnt knew anybody but neither wanted to talk too much.

„WELCOME LADIES AND GENTLEMAN TO THIS BLOODY NIGHT OF FUN“ said a man while wearing a pig mask.

It looked creepy…

„WE SHALL CLOSE THE GATES NOW AND BEGIN THE CEREMONY“

The doors and gates closed and a big screen appeared in front of us.

What we saw next was breath taking..

How great it feels to kill human’s – From the view of a Monster

We dont live in the shadows as you might think, and neither do we do contracts with humans.

We fool you into the shadows were no one can see you …dissapear.

We eat your bad energy and increase your worthless live with anger but only when you allow it so.

Once we found our prey, we snap its neck but first… lets scare it until we get expected..

My loving method to kill humans is the slow and painful way.

I drag them down to what you call hell, and i bind them on a bloody and dirty chair with excrements from other prey’s… sometimes they pee and sometimes they moan out of pain…

The fear..the hate..the anger…the despair and hopelessness…You fragile imbecile piece of weakness.. all deserved to die.

You would call it insane or crazy, but we … we call it FUN

After the prey drops blood and sweat, we start to put metal spikes under their skin while it gets laughed at, spit and scared even more.

And as soon as they start to walk, or move .. they scream in agony and burning pain…

This sounds … so.. lovely

The more scared it gets, the more orgasms we get from this energy…

The feeling is an electrical sensation which covers the entire area … We like to kill our prey when its ready.

Washed from the blood, cleansed from the wounds and fed with the flesh of previous prey.

First they spit at us and try to hurt but it only makes us stronger and horny, that is our goal.

Than we rape every possible ankle and hurt them even more just to bring the same sensation as before.. ITS A PARTY!!

Shortly before they die, we cleanse them a last time …. and than they glue their back to a table.

„You are free to leave..If you can free your body“ we do say whispering.

No response – „Guess they want to stay“

As we tere every body part into shreds and release the dark energy within.

A final explosion of insanity and illness ..

We call it FUN!

(This story was a made up, no one got kidnapped to hell!)

Methoden der Zielfindung + Pareto Prinzip

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Getreu dem Motto „alles lief genau der Plan, aber der war eben scheiße“ , geht es heute mal kurz darum, wie man sich selbst erreichbare Ziele setzt und wie man feststellt ob diese Ziele realistisch oder sagen wir besser, machbar sind. Dabei gilt, nichts ist unmöglich und alles…

Ewiges Drama Kopfschmerzen?

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Einen wunderschönen guten Montagmorgen. Ich habe mich gerade mal wieder in meiner Lieblingsapotheke umgesehen, mich plagt das übliche Leiden.. Kopfschmerzen. Das kann an keinen vor vielen Jahren operierten Kieferhöhlen liegen, weil jeder Schnupfen sofort in die Stirnhöhlen wandert. Oder an der „kaputten“ Halswirbelsäule, mir wurde vor 22 Jahren…

Was ist – Intuition?

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Intuition war das, was du als allererstes dachtest! Das, was am Ende richtig war! Das, auf das du hättest hören sollen 😉 aber vermutlich ignoriert hast. Intuition ist die Summe deiner Erfahrungen! Die du in all deinen vergangenen Inkarnationen und Existenzen als Seele gesammelt hast Die, dir eigentlich…

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