My mother is weird in the night..

A horror story of my mother

This is mother

Every night i get closed away either from my own room or down to the basement.

Often i hear loud noises and weird sounds across the house when it gets dark.

My mother doesnt believe me when i tell her that i see monsters in the house, so she gets mad and locks me up until dawn.

Iam scared almost every night…

They come always closer and closer i felt.

Just a few nights before i was locked again down in our basement. The lights were on but it still was dark for a reason and i used my flashlight to move. I was trying to open the door but i never managed to do so..ever.

Mom was always behind me when i tried to open it and screamed loud that i felt unconscious. It was always a nightmare… I didnt understood how she could stay in the dark behind me without opening the door. I only knew that she hated the night and that i would get two days of basement if i would turn it ever on.

On that one night in the basement i had turned the lights on because i was so scared and the next thing i knew, she would stay in front of me and scream louder while she hit me with her claws.. After thst night, i was locked inside her room.

The place i could never visit was suddenly my prison… She had a collection of blood in a bowl and several heads from children hanging in the room. I puked because i was disgusted but after that i heard her laughing loud. As i stepped slowly backwards with my flash light on, i felt a breath in my neck and when i turned around, a mannequin figure was behind me with a bride smile. Its mouth was bloody and it just stood there while i was paralyzed in fear. While i catched myself back and looked at it, i was trying to get out of the room but the mannequin was following me whenever i turned my back on it.

Every time it was coming closer and i was panicking and hitting the door to open… Suddenly it did open and mother was staying in front of it but i ran out and pushed the lights on.

Again there was a horrible scream … a scream that a human couldnt possibly bring out. I rushed upstairs but the door closed on its own. So i took the crowbar on the left door side and for some reason i knew that she would be right behind me, i struck with all my fear and desperation on her head…

Blood was hitting the ceiling and she fell down stairs. I was in shock because i had killed my mother but my fear was too high and i desperately needed to run away from this place. The door was suddenly open and it was day time.

I stormed out of the house and screamed for help. Soon the police and the ambulance arrived but when i had told them my story, the police officers looked at each other and told me something which left me in fear until today..

My mother had died two weeks before in a car accident and it was all in the news but they couldnt find anybody in the house when they came to search for relatives of the family.

Whatever was in the house, it was not mother and when the police searched every corner, nothing was found except a crowbar smashed into a mannequins head in the basement…

I was horrified of what had happend and how i couldnt know any of this. While i talked shakingly to the officers i watched at the house and saw mother again with the crowbar still in her head, smiling at me.

I screamed loud and pointed with my finger to the direction while i fell unconscious.

Strange disease in the hallway

A disgusting disease..

Not knowing how i landed here, chaos was inside the building. Everyone was in panick as i just was standing in the middle of a big building with stripe walls and a few plants in each corner.

In the building were over fifty people if not more and the mass started running suddenly.

A woman and a guy started to bite the people and first some tried to pull them away from each other but than they bit those too. There faces were completely covered in blood and their white clothes too. Than they turned into aggressive and bloody freaks just like those other two.

After this the entire crowd started to run into the exit point but ten more of the freaks came along and bit them as well. Everyone was in panick and they climbed somewhere or hid in a place where they wouldnt find them. They turned very fast too.. As for me, i didnt move at all because inside the chaos i was seing something strange. The first infected were fucking with each other and those they had infected. It seemed very strange and disgusting but than i got bitten by an ugly woman freak in the neck and it hurt like hell. As i was turning i realised that the bodys tension was increasing drastically while i became horny. It wasnt a horny like humans would feel but a sense of aggression, urge to fuck and kill the people while everyone else was the enemy except the already infected. That was the reason why they ran straight to the next to bite.

It felt terrible but i thought being a fucking zombie would be tougher or something would take over my mind. However nothing was taking over! The feelings were just insane and harder to control but overall i felt bad and sick. While i was infected i knew that i needed to die because i didnt wanted any of that and why the hell was i even here for again? Was i not just sleeping in my bed? These questions appeared and left with the same speed.

While the rest was getting infected, i searched places for the next round and i had found some to hide. Suddenly my vision got blurry and it seemed that the image was getting reseted back to normal…

There i was again in the middle of the hallway but this time i started running towards a small hallway while those freaks had already begun to hunt. A few moments later, the screams stopped and there was only a few left. As i was entering the small hallway i knew that there was a game to it. In my path were 26 wooden doors every fifty centimeters and my task was to open and close them to set a trap to those who would follow and try to kill me. Now i openend the first 6 doors and closed the following 2 and openend another 4 while closing all the left doors and shutting off the lights inside each floor. I knew those freaks had still a brain to think but they were busy with fucking each other but still they would find me soon.

For my luck, i had found another floor behind me but the place was full of another thirty people and they were already infected, running towards me.. I tried to hold the door closed from which i came but the other doors were opened by those freaks at the other side. They rushed me down and bit me again, this time in my hand but it didnt hurt.

The scene changed again to normal. While i was heading back to the hallway, a woman jumped at me and didnt let go but i didnt felt bothered and nor did i knew what was going on due to my blurry vision.

As i entered the hallway and did the same door game again, i realised that the woman was trying to fuck me or somerhing but i pushed her the fuck out of my sight through the doors and it made enough sound to let them know where we were. Dont get me wrong here, she had no reason to climb at me and not let go so it was self defense! XD She wanted to do it one last time before she was about to die but i wasnt having that. That bitch had caused our death inside the 26th floor because those freaks rushed inside again but attacked her first. I thought i might use the situation to run but it was pointless and i got bitten again. Before those freaks had a gang bang i run away as an infected and the scene changed to normal again but this time i was outside and the last survivor…

It was the moment when someone in military clothes told me that i had survived the plague and became normal again.

We started to burn bodys inside bags while the entire area was burning and the blood dripping down the streets into the city.

Traumveränderungen durch Frequenzseinspielung?

Hallo zusammen, Ist es möglich seine Träume durch Frequenzen zu verändern, während man träumt ? Diese Frage wollen wir in den kommenden Wochen beantworten und in unseren Träumen testen. Es soll speziell um Wiederholungsträume gehen, welche immer wieder abgespielt werden. Natürlich soll erreicht werden, dass sich der Traum ändert und nicht das man aufwacht. Hierbei wird ein Timer an eine Frequenz gekoppelt, welche automatisch abgespielt wird … Weiterlesen „Traumveränderungen durch Frequenzseinspielung?“

Planetare Übernahme – Alienangriffe im Traum

Hallo zusammen, Ich hatte wiedermal einen skurilen Wiederholungstraum, welcher auch noch vier Male wiederholt wurde, bis dieser erfolgreich beendet war. Andernfalls war ein Sprung in eine andere Szene nicht möglich. In diesem Traum wurde mir gezeigt wie Aliens welche Planeten versklavten, die eigentlichen Planeten übernahmen. Leider musste ich dort auch in der Szene tätig sein und somit wurde ich auch von der Plage gejagt und infiziert. … Weiterlesen „Planetare Übernahme – Alienangriffe im Traum“

Bewusstsein kann im Traum verweigert/blockiert werden

Hallo Zusammen, Ich stand gerade mal wieder völlig bewusst im Traum und kam auf die Idee, die restliche Gegend zu erkunden als ich völlig nach hinten gerissen wurde und mein Bewusstsein sich verlor. Das ist mir auch bisher nicht passiert, da es bei starker Stabilität im Traum zu soetwas nicht kommt…üblicherweise. Ich verlor das Bewusstsein nicht sofort vollständig und konnte mich wieder stabilisieren aber sollte ich … Weiterlesen „Bewusstsein kann im Traum verweigert/blockiert werden“

Repeating Dreams.

Hello there,

Back from another week and presenting you with .. not much!

As you mightve read before, i was trying out some stuff to get out of my body (astral travel) and it didnt worked like i hoped it would.

Instead, i was back in repeating dreams but now its strongly random and i noticed something.

Whenever i try .. or not to leave my body, i get pulled no matter what, into a dream which was dreamt few years ago or in my childhood and i know that because i get Déja-vús inside those dreams! When i first had that dream, some scenes were blacked out or made no sense. It was in a blurred state and now they became clear and i noticed that those blacked out scenes were ME, trying to change them or getting consciousness back through few exercises inside them.

This brings me to the conclusion that even your dreams are made up by something, i mean why would i dream blacked scenes and later find out that i was trying to become clear ?! Doesnt make much sense for me but this is nothing new though.. We described it in our book:

When your life follows a script, how much script contains our dreams ?

And for some reason, pretty much no one can get out currently or atleast as i know from many who did. Some say it works but i wouldnt be so sure about it.. Something blocks us but for that to be possible i would need to pick a few things which would be only possible from the outer world.. such as „chipping the astral body“ or some other stuff..

Iam lately so bored that i become bored in dreams, even in the repeating one’s but only for few seconds.. like when i ask „What the fuck am i doing here right now?“ and than i stand still and look around only to walk further down the dream because something told me that nothing else except the dream will happen for now – so either dream or wake up, both will be boring!

What do you think?

Was passiert wenn man Träume vorzeitig beenden will ?

Hallo zusammen, Das Phänomen, dass man seine Träume vorzeitig beenden will, taucht öfters bei mir auf. Zumal ich unnötig viele Alpträume habe obwohl es mir eigentlich sehr gut geht. Nichts desto trotz habe ich auch keine Lust ständig auf Alpträume und Schießerein mit Riesenaffen die aussehen wie Wehrwölfe, Zombies mit Tausendfüßlerköpfen welche Parasiten in einen … Weiterlesen „Was passiert wenn man Träume vorzeitig beenden will ?“

Zeitunterschiede nach dem Tod und zu Lebzeiten

Hallo zusammen, Ich werde aus wiedererlangten Erinnerungen sprechen, welche mit der Zeitverschiebung astral sowie zu Lebzeiten zutun haben und wie sie wohlmöglich wahrgenommen werden. Jeder der an Tod denkt, denkt wahrscheinlich, dass man seinen Partner und seine Freunde nicht wiedersehen wird und selbst wenn, man noch lange warten müsste bis sie hinterherkommen. Nun ich kann … Weiterlesen „Zeitunterschiede nach dem Tod und zu Lebzeiten“

Doubtful Adventures – The Price – Part 2

As i saw the village from far away, i wondered how the villagers could turn their heads simultaneously at me and than block me completely from seing further.

A couple hundred meters ahead was the village but as i came closer, the picture of the village became blur. I didnt thought much of it but as i came closer and closer, it dissapeared completely.

„Was this a sort of illusion spell?“ I asked myself while cramping out the spell book. As i read through it, i noticed that such a spell was not available in the normal form. Instead i found a blood spell of the highest ranks but this would take more than one person to cast. Invisibility for an entire village would atleast need one sacrifice of blood or entity stated the book ..

As i gathered my thoughts.. i wondered.. was the village full of blood casters? Should i really go there ? But maybe it was just my mind talking too much.

I wrote a symbol of a low rank tarning spell on my arm, just in case if i needed to hide but if the village was full of high tier casters, i would need to use blood magic again and experience hell.

I didnt wanted that, but whatever! I needed to keep going and find the next safe zone before the storm or those beings would hunt me down for good.

I went straight forward to the village. Even if it was under an illusion spell, i would soon just walk through it.

After few minutes of walking…

„I should be already near it, but why am i not through the barrier yet ..“. As i was looking around the area where nothing was except stones and a few trees, i heard the voices from earlier again.

… I started running again.

„Fxck.. dont tell me that these beings were real!“ i thought to myself as i was running. While i looked back if i could see something, i tripped over a stone and crashed into an invisible barrier. My little bump was enough to make the barrier visible but the inside was blurred.

As i had no time, i started to knock and kick against the barrier because those beings or whatever that was, came more and more closer. The only thing i could sense that i was in real danger again and when i noticed that no one would help me, i felt a loud scream behind my ear.

The scream was so loud that my ears were ringing and when i turned back, nothing was behind me..

Suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my ears, they started bleeding and my stomach was pierced from behind by the being. I was lifted upwards why i couldnt do anything but trying to breath and hope.. As i was levitating a meter above ground, i was about to pass out. I somehow managed to say the symbol on my arm and became invisible for a few moments.

This was probably enough to let me down and i passed out while i was accepting death in my own blood pool and torn organs.. The last thing i heard was the ringing scream of that cursed thing..

After an unknown amount of time i woke up on a bed and people with covered faces were looking at me. I was shocked that i was still alive and examined my body. I was bandaged completely around my waist and two of them healed my wounds inside my ears. As i was looking around, i didnt knew if i was safe or just lucky. I still was unsure and stood distrustful.

„Thank you for saving me, but who are you all and what is this place?“ i asked why i got healed on the bed.

„We are called the no one because we dont have any faces and this is the village which you had looked for“ one of them said.

„Why did you save me ? Was it no trouble ?“ i asked while i wanted to sit but couldnt due to pain in my stomach.

„Dont try to move, it will take time to heal your organs and what do you mean by trouble for us?“ another one asked skeptically.

„I was chased by an invisible being and it killed me by stabbing my back in front of your barrier, how did you pulled the barrier down, saved me and brought it back up?“ i asked wondering.

The people looked at themselves and at me while the atmosphere went suddenly tense. Another one asked „Repeat what you just said“ but asked instead „Where is my rucksack ? I had a book inside, if i get it back i could tell you what happend without laying here“

All of them started to make weird noises with each other and looked more around the room. It was if they were looking for something.

„What about my book now? Iam thankful that you saved me but i have to go“ i asked and said while my pulse went slightly up. Than one of them shouted loud at me „YOU USED BLOOD MAGIC AND BROUGHT IT INSIDE – YOU WILL DIE HERE BITCH AND YOUR BOOK IS BURNED!!“

While i was shocked and in pain, the others calmed the one of the no one and took him outside. One of them told then „Chain her up and bring her down to the others, make sure she cant use her hands“ – „You have no idea what youve caused by using the high ranked blood spells!“

As i was trying to move, one of them held my mouth shut and chained my throat and hands and pulled me down to a door with following a staircase. I couldnt say a word because the chain was pressuring my throat. As i was pulled along the dirty hallway, i saw cages left and right with creatures and people chained on the walls – begging for help or laughing..

„What was this place ? What would they do to me?.. i got no time for this bullshit!“ I thought as i was chained on the wall.

„You will rotten here you witch!“ said the one and spitted in my face while walking laughingly away and closing the door.

I was angry.. angry that i was stupid enough to die near these bastards. I would need to get out of here but how if i cant use my spells ? .. It seemed hopeless .. After minutes of gathering myself i remembered that the book stated, that some of the spells can be activated by thinking about them. This stated as well that none of the usual spells would be included – only blood spells of the disaster threat and higher.

„Damn it.. this book is like a curse itself, only wanting you to use the bloody spells .. i have no choice, plus they seemed to be scared from something“ i thought…

I tried to remember a spell of the blood magic pages but the only one i knew was the negative impact and for this to work i would need to be able to talk.

As i tried to relax, i heard someone along the hallway screaming „Summon a demon sumon THE demon Hilagarn!!! Summon demon summon demon hilagarn!!“ As i heard how he was tortured and killed.

„Was this a choice ? I never had summoned a demon before, but i had nothing to loose now“ – i drew a circle with my dripping blood from my stomach and used my foot for the drawing.

Than i closed my eyes and spoke

„I call you demon Hilagarn to my aid, destroy my enemies and upheave the landscale of this village with the power of my blood“ … one second … ten seconds .. one minute .. nothing happend ?

.. My head began to hurt really bad and a dark being was building up from my dropped blood. It was an image of myself but with a diabolic evil face and dark wings. The chains dropped from my hands and throat and it healed me again completely. The pain was gone and i was really energised.

„Time to get my book demon!“ i said loud while it bowed to her summoner and rushed through the cell while it destroyed every door and gate along the way.

All i was hearing were screams and „THE WITCH HAS SUMMONED A GHOST – RUN EVERYBODY, USE PROTECTION MAGIC“ but as i sprinted upwards and tried to look what was happening outside, i noticed that my summoning was completely overpowering the village.

„How horrific… it went straight out and killed everything ..“

While i yelled „THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR STEALING FROM ME'“ – one of the remaining villager with cut limbs and a missing hand crawled towards me saying „you…demon… witch… you will see.. the true cost of your blood soon..“. I wanted to ask him what he meant but i was feeling wonderful and my summoning ripped his head off.

I noticed that my demon was sucking all the blood from its prey until there was nothing left. That day, over thirty seven died and when i uncovered one of their faces, i noticed that it was one of my old friends from our zone.

„HOW … what is going on here damn it ..“ i couldnt think for a few moments and just stood there while the demon found my book and brought it back.

„Thank you Hilagarn, you did well“ i said proud while it kneeled before me a last time. Suddenly it was dissolving into thin air and all the collected blood of the dead built a spherical ball which was thrown at my face..

„What is this?? The price for my summoning ?“ I asked myself as i started to feel even greater pain than my first blood spell.

„AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHRRRRRHHHHHHHHHGG“ – the pain was completely different than before because i was feeling all their emotions while they got killed.. It was really bad and my energy i had earlier was used up, making me unconscious on the field of the dead..

As i prepared to just sleep on the spot, i saw the book glowing red..

Part 3 on its way! Follow for more! 🙂

Gegen welche Sorte von Gefühlen kämpft man an, um luzide Träume zu erreichen ?

Hallo zusammen, eine Weile ist der letzte Blog her. Die Gründe hierfür sind einfach zuviel Stress momentan, vorallem wegen der Arbeit und daher bin ich stark im Verzug mich überhaupt aufs Schreiben konzentrieren zu können. Heute soll es um die Gefühle gehen, die wohl mit am stärksten beim Versuch astral zu reisen vertreten werden. Ebenso … Weiterlesen „Gegen welche Sorte von Gefühlen kämpft man an, um luzide Träume zu erreichen ?“

Ist es möglich die Lottozahlen über die Astralebenen zu erfahren ?

Die kurze Antwort auf diese Frage ist ja! Man kann sehr wohl die Lottozahlen erfahren aber leider gibts da besondere Haken. Nämlich der, dass die Lottozahlen nicht stimmig sein können sobald man ins Physische wechselt. Wieso ist das so wenn doch die Astralwelten eine 1:1 Abbildung der physischen Welt sind? Das Problem hierbei liegt im … Weiterlesen „Ist es möglich die Lottozahlen über die Astralebenen zu erfahren ?“

Seelenpartner und was sie spirituell bindet

Seelenpartner sind Paare welche unwiderruflich zusammen gehören. Sei es egal welchen Geschlechts es gehen mag, sobald sie sich gefunden haben, werden sie es beide wissen. Das Wissen ob man aber nun seinen Seelenpartner gefunden hat beruht sich nicht einfach auf ein inneres Gefühl, sondern es beruht einerseits auf Visionen von vergangen und gemeinsamen Erlebnissen, sowie … Weiterlesen „Seelenpartner und was sie spirituell bindet“

Was ist das Ego WIRKLICH?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Hallo zusammen, Dieses Mal werden wir über EGO sprechen Ja … etwas das meist fehl am Platz ist und einen besonderen Platz auf der schwarzen Liste hat, wenn spirituelle Gurus darüber sprechen. Was ist das also ? Das Ego ist das was Ihnen sagt, dass Sie etwas ständig…

Was ist – Transzendenz?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
Kurz gesagt „das jenseits des greifbaren befindliche“. Könnte auch als Erklärung reichen, aber ich will es ein bischen ausführlicher machen. 😀 Das Wesen „Gottes“ der Urquelle und Quellen (ja es gibt davon viele“ ist transzendent. Unsere Seele ist transzendent. Bewusstsein ist transzendent. Bemerkt ihr was? Transzendenz ist das…

Du bist gut so wie Du bist. Wenn andere das anders sehen, was dann?

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf Katjas Bauchladen:
zuerst noch hinzugefügt, das und warum das Herabwerten anderer uns nicht besser macht. Im Gegenteil. Nach der Lektüre, weiß man hoffentlich mehr. Einen wunderschönen guten Tag, alle miteinander. Heute wieder mein Lieblingsthema. Menschen und ihr Verhalten. Ein paar Gedanken dazu, was Menschen dazu verleitet schlecht über andere zu…

Spiritual advances…

So im stuck, unable to move around while my physical body sleeps because something is holding me.

I meditated and tried various things to know whats going on but found not much.. The thing i noticed is, when you stop talking about it, it becomes possible again after certain amount of time.

The time youre unable to do it is determined by a certain thing that i dont know. Maybe law? But that wouldnt make any sense either. You can „load“ your astral body with energy but it doesnt do much either if youre trapped. I realised that even too much thoughts about it, may disrupt the possibility to do it.

Shortly said, think less or none, dont talk too much about it, and just do it without questioning it as „supernatural“.

This would make sense inside the astral world because thoughts disrupt the reality and causes you to fall inside a dream.

I need to do more… ive seen nowhere yet, that someone can really explain why they cant do it anymore. I need to find evidence that makes sense but i dont want to think the worst ..

If you want to know more, take a look in our books 🙂

Astralreisen – Wenn der Astralkörper im physischen fest klebt

Hallo Zusammen, Es ist ein paar Tage her seitdem ich gebloggt habe. Momentan ist es stressig mit der Arbeit aber ich halte mich ran. Heute geht es darum, wieso es sein kann, dass euer Astralkörper im physischen Körper festklebt obwohl dieser eigentlich schläft. Solche Momente scheinen öfters vorzukommen als man denkt. Man liegt in seinem … Weiterlesen „Astralreisen – Wenn der Astralkörper im physischen fest klebt“

Das kritische Erreichen von Informationen aus der spirituellen Welt

Ich will heute mal darüber berichten wie es sich mit Informationen aus der geistigen Welt verhält und was ich mit „kritischen Schlägen“ auf diese Infos meine. Vorab, mit kritischen Schlägen meine ich das Eingreifen in riesige komplexe Informationen zu allen Themen, welche einen interessieren mögen. Sicherlich kennt der Ein oder Andere was ein kritischer Schlag … Weiterlesen „Das kritische Erreichen von Informationen aus der spirituellen Welt“

My second time trying DMT ..

So it happend again. I closed my eyes and slept straight to wonderland.

I was on an island with three people and we all wanted to take DMT again.

The island was high over the sky’s and i didnt even questioned how i got there..

The guy who would give us DMT had long hair, looked dirty and small but was aggressive, just like the guy who was a cannibal in the documentary i watched few weeks ago. I hoped that it wasnt him because he would drink his own piss and cut off other peoples tongue’s 😂.

Unfortunatly, it was a weirdo and he told us to finish three tasks he was giving. The tasks were very disgusting and disturbing and with each task, the first and second guy went home. The tasks were simple.

The first was to drink blood from an unknown source, but no one was going to it. So we told him to tell us, were he got it from. And he said from the dogs of your second task. So we drank the dog blood quick, but i only sipped it and the scene changed quick to the second task.

The second one was the most fucked up task. He brought three little puppy’s which he had ripped off the skin of each one, and they were still alive, walking in pain but no screaming. These little guys knew… we had to completely eat them… and so we did for the sake of DMT but … no we actually didnt eat them. We asked ourselves who the fuck this guy was and we didnt needed him at all. So we just threw him off the cliffs near the island were we had the „ceremony“. And since he had no helpers, no one saw nothing. I mean who was that dude and why we needed him and that stupid ceremony right?

The third task was to cut ourselves with the same knives the others had used and no one was doing that. Because i had the dream twice, it switched back and fourth and it showed me that the first time, i did everything and drank the stuff inside the black little vase which was dmt.

This time i didnt do shit and just went to the shrine, drinking it again, but the guy we thrown off was there.. holding the vase in my direction and giving it to me. I drinked …. and nothing happend .. i woke up!

Pretty shitty dream ive gotta tell..

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Astralreisen – Wenn man lieber in der Astralwelt bleiben will

Was geht eigentlich ab wenn man sich entscheidet physisch nicht mehr aufzuwachen ? Was passiert da im Hintergrund und wo landet man in den Astralebenen ? Die Entscheidung nicht mehr aufzuwachen ist die persönliche Angelegenheit eines Selbst und sollte von keinem gehindert werden. Zumal es sowieso nichts bringen wird, da derjenige wohl ohne zu zucken … Weiterlesen „Astralreisen – Wenn man lieber in der Astralwelt bleiben will“

Dangerous Adventures

I just landed there.. i dont know why but as soon as i slept, my consciousness switched to that place again.

I was in town but the whole place was a mix of high developed ice cream station and old class mates outside. I was taking green and blue ice creams, spending few bucks on the old mates because ..well ..why not. The cream was tasty and i already had three of them. Besides i was surprised seing them around in such a place but it was more to it than i thought.

Later on we went outside and all hell broke loose.

Out of nowhere, mystic creatures with long nails and swords came like a swarm. They killed and cut up all of the people around. Me and a girl were on our own and had swords ourselves as it seemed. I couldnt see the girls face, neither could i tell who she was but i had a feeling that she might be my wife because she always comes in many forms in my dreams. I remembered the dream and knew that another attack was coming… As the creatures slaughtered everybody, we defended ourselves and cut few of them up as well. The cool part was, that our blades could cut the air and kill from a far distance. So i threw a few slices and got many of them and so did she. The swords were organic … it felt like they were living and the appearance changed colourfully. My two swords were red glowing with a dark background. The girl had a blue and red/dark sword, glowing as well. But we knew that they would break soon because these swords were not held by hand, but it was the hand from those creatures. We had ripped them out of their shoulders.

One creature jumped over a big wall and tried to cut me down, but because i knew the dream, i attacked her first and threw her to the ground. I thought that it might be a woman monster because of the blue appearance and long strange looking hair, but i didnt cared and cut her head along with her arm. There was no reaction, scream or else.

The girl went away, or atleast that was the last time i saw her.

I scene switch happend with a strong wind… i found myself on a mountain, chasing a woman that was running towards a castle. It really looked damn beautyful.. Big trees, the sun shine almost gone and the grass and flowers dancing in the wind, and in front of us, one road to the castle… It seemed magical… the field was shining and glittering in beauty. I really thought i might stay there and just watch, but i needed to chase the woman for a reason. It was very dangerous to just walk towards it but she knew it… The reason why i wanted to stay and watch was because i thought about me and my wife before we came here.. How much time had passed since then, or was it just a blink of an eye? I surely didnt knew.

As i chased her, she stopped and pointed with her finger towards a small mountain looking thing i thought. But it seemed to be a very fast train which lead to the castle. Big train rails were in front of us which circeled across this world. As we approached fast to the train, we noticed that it was covered in a big blanket, letting it look like a mountain. But instead it was a giant mix of a bug, a centaur and a bull. It had two big black tooth in front and it started running fast down the rails from where we came from. I knew that i was already once here and i remembered that i would be dead if i didnt had moved aside. It wouldve trampled me over i thought.

As we saw the giant thing going fast off the area, we went further towards the castle but it was shielded. Another circle ? Or was the castle just imagination? I dont know what happend to the woman but i was standing above ground, flying and looking at the castle. It seemed unreachable. Many big monsters were up ahead and i didnt knew what i was doing there in the first place…

As i looked, my vision gut blurry and i woke up unintended, knowing that its always been you and freedom, who i still chase and know to reach.

Astralreisen/luzides Träumen – Jetzt auf Tiktok und Youtube

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Hallo und ja ihr habt richtig gelesen. Wir sind jetzt auch auf Tiktok und Youtube unterwegs. Es werden kurzvideos übers Astralreisen und luzide Träume kommen und die Sprache wird hauptsächlich auf Deutsch sein. Wer also mehr Interesse daran hat, der kann hier folgen: https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCNnHTg6DyFwlK2fhkMfas0w Und hier Tiktok: astral_fingers…

Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?

Es gibt gewisse Träume in welcher die Psyche des Individuums geheilt werden kann. Diese Träume sind äußerst tiefgreifende Erfahrungen im Unterbewusstsein und sie können hochintensive Heilungen im Inneren auslösen. Hier ein Beispiel. Sie haben enorme Angst im Dunkeln und das seid Jahren. Warum das so ist haben sie sich schon immer gefragt aber finden keine … Weiterlesen „Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?“

COVID 22 – Grey Phase

This is a text from the future if the globalists arent stopped. This is what happend to our planet in our universe.

It all began with the great war before the human was built and controlled to a slave. A very high intelligence species drew a plan and copied it to set earth as a prison planet. After they had created human bodies, they left few of their species on earth and another few on the moon, so they could watch and order command if something wouldnt go as planned. Please note that their plan is created in a time chamber on a different level were time passes by very slow.

After the development of their humaniod species, the modern human, they brought up a money system where one side is poor and their side is rich and wealthy. One cannot exist without the other.

The few left on earth continued the plan until every nation was enslaved and turned to a so called „grey planet“

A grey planet is a fully government controlled world were everything including nature is destroyed and replaced by metal trees and grey looking figures. The rest of the population is killed, tortured or bind to an endless control when you want to walk down the streets. No one is save anymore, everyone is aggressive and dull through the lack of vitamin D. The ones who say something out too loud, will be punished by dead or put to work in the grey mines. The system works automated on a computer and the governments dirty politicians, army, navy and the special forces are trained to take special pills which dull parts of the brain. Shortly said: you become a monkey with enough brain to obey the law, and enough stupidity to never question the law.

The police got killed by the government because they thought that many police men were already secretly against them. So instead a chip or special medication, they got a knock on their office door with poisend coffee or else.

The global population was wiped out with the phone radiation that was installed secretly by every company, which were owned by the governmental rules. They just needed to press a button so all phones either exploded in their faces or caused tumors and brain damage in a week. Sounds crazy ? They had way better tech. and the rest who stood against them got eliminated through operation „Dark Beam“. It was basically a laser with the range of 10 hectare but it only reacted with the heavy metals inside a humans body which the people had through their unhealthy livestyles and heavy chemtrails. It caused heat reaction which boiled you from the inside out… Those days were the last.

This all happend in the COVID-22 phase. Four years after the first global pandemic state. First it was fear, then it was suffer, and in the end it was death and enslavement for nearly the entire population. How did the government survive? Well they built big underground facilities. Deep down safe from radiation and the weapons.

The second waves COVID 19 + 20, were just a warm up to what was coming, trying to vaccinate everybody and kill them without suffering. But it didnt worked and they took the straight head shot but the bullet was going in slow and painful.

COVID 21 was the start of the heavy chem trail rains. They flooded the air and the sun was nearly off for weeks but because they couldnt save themselves from it, they stopped the fouth day. It covered the planet in dust and the people started shooting the cops and burning down governmental buildings. From the time of few days, half the planet was in war. Many didnt knew what to do and killed themselves or went oversee but they got followed by police forces and captured.

Iam telling you this from a base we recaptured that transmitts info to the moon. I dont have time anymore. Oh and iam not human, that is why radiation and heavy metals didnt killed us. We work against the evil forces and currently some of us are located inside an iceberg in the antarctica and inside earth.

When you got the message, burn it! When this gets to their hands, many other realities are screwed. So we hope it found the right one.

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Intervallfasten #4 – Zurück in die Vergangenheit

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Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich nicht mehr allzu heißen Sonntagmorgen wünsch ich Euch. DAS wäre meine Begrüßung heute morgen gewesen, aber wisst ihr was? WordPress war der Meinung, meinen fertigen und gespeicherten Blog, statt zu veröffentlichen, zu löschen. Oh Leute, ich war sooo sauer. Ich hatte über zwei Stunden…

Existenz von Zeit im Traum?

Jeder hat sicherlich sich schonmal gefragt wie die Zeit im Traum wohl abläuft oder wie man sich das vorstellen soll. Ich erzähle aus eigenen Erfahrungen. Im Traum läuft Zeit weder linear noch vorwärts. Man kann Zeit in einem Traum nicht fühlen oder wahrnehmen weil man Selbst darüber unbewusst entscheidet. Zeit ist individuell einstellbar solange der … Weiterlesen „Existenz von Zeit im Traum?“

Intervallfasten #2

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Applaus, applaus. Wer sollte mir, oder uns, denn auf die Schulter klopfen, wenn nicht WIR selbst. Zuerst einmal gibt es heute eine Einladung in die von mir, wieder eröffnete Fasten-Motivationsgruppe, die ich erstellte vor 2 Jahren, weil viele Apps nur Geld verdienen wollen, aber nicht wünschen dass die…

Intervallfasten #1

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Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die…

Rosty Knifes and Crystal wars

We are in the middle of war right now.. Our people get murdered, gangs emerge and steal, hunt, kill for the crystals. It happend few years ago.. a group of expeditors as they claimed, came to this land to investigate an energy source. But after what they discovered, all hell broke lose.

They had found a crystal cave and each of those crystals were spending tremendous amount of energy for free. The expeditors saw it as a money mine and claimed the cave for themselves, but it was on our ground and so the people came with the entire village and plundered the cave…

It was soon known around the globe and military forces were coming to reclaim what they took from unknown land. The villagers tried to peacefully solve the situation but before they could speak, they were shot by the white man’s people and taken hostage for killing their expeditioners. Not a single crystal was found after the search through the village..

Where did all the crystals went ? They used hightech to detect the energy radiating from the crystals but still, nothing was found. They had no other choice but to leave.. except when one kid started to say loud „the crystals are inside us“.

This doomed all.. the kid got hit hard in the face and the people started to run.. The military started to shoot and kill everbody, but they wanted to extract the crystals unbroken. Somehow the villagers had eaten the crystals for whatever reason.

After they took a few hostages, they cut them open and extracted the glowing crystals. Very interestingly was what it caused inside their bodys. The crystal was merging with the body, replenishing energy and healing powers. Those crystals were actually alive.

A few hours later many screams were heard but now some gangs started an all out war before they could fully analise the crystals. The biggest question was how they got such big and spiky crystals inside their bodys. A few moments before the tent got blown up by a rocket launcher, the scientists found that the crystals had a connected network and were causing new diseases but the holder of the crystals would not feel anything.

Many died during that time and now we are hiding with the military inside the caves. Our enemy is now a crystals being that cant be shot to death and when it finds a way out of this island, the entire world is doomed. The only way to shut them down is to melt their body with over 2000° celsius and higher.

We had communication to the base and told what happend but they werent believing us and sent another team which was shot from the air.

When we asked the rest of the living villagers on how they got the crystals inside their stomachs, they said that they had no idea about it.

So many questions to this story but not much answers. Whoever gets this message, never come here! We are all dead

Unconditional Love vs Love

What are the differences ? The normal love you might experience as a human and vanishes after a certain time is called earthly or just human love. It has not much meaning and often married couples start to hate each other when this feeling dissapear Yes woman feel different, they truly feel more often love … Weiterlesen „Unconditional Love vs Love“

Dont take internet info too serious – Heres why

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Hello there, todays short blog is about google and other search engines which provide us daily with new information. So why shouldnt you trust any info on your screen? Because most of it is false information. Of course this depends on what info youve been searching for. For…

Smart Zombies – The Maze of Traitors

It was a dark night. Our team of 34 people including civilians and fighters and including me, arrived at the market center. We didnt knew exactly what was going on but our spy team dissapeared three days ago and our mission was to secure the civilians and the rest of the team.

We knew that the land of free was beneath us in some closed section, like a portal would show us the way were the world was still intact.

An unknown species of vampires or blood and flesh feasting things had appeared. We assummed that our spy’s became victims to them, but something was odd about the entire incident…

The guy who told us about that world was wearing a black robe and looked like a traitor to me. Everyone believes in his brainwash except three people. But what choice did we had ? It was already late and those freaks were taking the world very fast. No strategic or military force could handle them.

It was one 1am at the market center, we were standing and taking a look to the other buildings, checking if there could be any threat. But it was already too late… they swarmed us from nowhere and first attacked the the civilians. They had no chance.. The heads got ripped out, bones broken and skin torn to pieces. The 10 of us with assault rifles tried to kill them but it was useless against these numbers and impossible to win. We got all seperated at once and many died .. Me, one civilian and another team member got inside the market center. We took the stairs from the closed section, so those freaks couldnt see us. All we were hearing was… screams for help while they got dismantled to pieces. I was about to shoot those who had followed me because of my suspicion that they were bitten.

It seemed to allright and i had no time to think, so i went inside the doors brought me to the second floor, but instead i was underground somehow and i saw how a few managed to escape in here too. We all came together and were relieved that not everybody was dead or infected by now. But the problems were only beginning….

The first problem was THEY KNEW that some had escaped and they knew that we all were down here. When one of them sees you, they tell it their horde and they start to slowly engage with tactics to lure their prey. It was really dangerous.

The second problem was that the catacombs were devided in sections, some had doors and some had traps and other tunnel systems were flooded or destroyed.. probably so safe themselves. But we needed to find the portal to the so called free land.

After a few minutes we heared something loud…The monsters were coming ..or whatever you can call them. They had a grey body, really big and sharp nails and their entire skin was rotting and wrinkled. Some of them seemed to be normal dumb zombies but a vampire was their leader. This thing was the main problem. It could show the dumb zombies how to become smarter and they improved within minutes. But to kill such a thing was merely impossible. Whenever we tried to capture one, it regenerated extremely fast and killed everyone who attacked, as well did the power increase. A vampire who was shot one, became strong as a tank and ripped one of our bases down, but it lost intelligence.

The noise was getting louder and we heared those freaks. They suddenly staring at us from one of the collapsed floors. We knew that we needed to open those doors up fast or we would all die. But instead listening, everybody panicked and ran further inside the catacombs. One stood with me, trying to open a heavy wood door but it wasnt moving at all.

The time we tried to open the door, those things were already inside and started to run after the rest of us. My weapon was unloaded and those things were sensitive to voice and sound. So i took out my katana and run towards two, cutting their heads clean off their shoulders… There was massive blood coming out, a normal human could never have such an amount. The two are dead and werent moving but the rest of maybe 12 saw me and i began to run up the walls and holding on to a little stone outside the wall. The other guy ran away further in.. it was the last time i saw him and the beings started to kick and hit the wooden door with their heads.

What was wrong with them?

Afterwards, i saw the guy with the black robe again! He was here? Why??.. I switched suddenly my perspective and saw how he betrayed all of us by giving wrong directions. He just wanted us to become prey while he was running through the gates. I got lucky and surprised … i never had a live and conscious out of body experience such as this. It seemed that our normal world was fake to every bit.

I flew afterwards the guy and saw the door. It was three wooden doors from my right and the portal was only opening if all the other floors were collapsing soon. It was a sort of magic security system which killed unwanted guests..

After i switched back to my body, i needed to run quickly towards the doors but how would i open them?

At the same moment, i saw the guy with the black robe again, he was standing right to the closed wooden door and took the head of the dead body which i had killed. He placed it in the center and stabbed the head with a knife, afterwards the door opened quick and he went through.

As long as the freaks were distracted at the other door, i jumped straight along the wall and landed infront the door. My jump was loud and the freaks heard me. As the door was closing, i ran inside and pushed it to close. The freaks were hammering loud and i went on.

The guy in the robe was standing there, waiting.. for me ? He had no head to smash against the wall and now was waiting for my ? But that wasnt the case. He looked at me and said „Lets go while theres time“ and he cut his hand and placed it again in the center of the wooden door, but it didnt opened… As i came close, he started to swing at me with his knife but i was the best in close combat. Before he hit me, i hit him in the face, took my katana and cut ofg his legs. He was screaming in pain and i wondered who it was ..behind the mask..

After taking it off, i couldnt believe it… It was the general of the bunker which was destroyed a long time ago, but he was infected and not the same general. I was sure that this being had it planned all along. Either it was the virus or the general was an asshole. I didnt took a chance and cut off his head. He didnt said anything, nor was he trying to stop me from taking his head atleast with his arm or something.

I took his head and did the same with the wooden door. It opened fast and the wooden door behind me was opening, luring in all the infected monsters and collapsing the floor. The last floor, but i forgot to take the head with me .. Damn it.. i would need to open the door somehow and i tried… it wasnt moving… After i sat down and thought what i could do, i saw how the door was opening on its own and green lights came out of there.

I thought i was dreaming .. but there it was.. the portal and land of free.. I stepped through and now iam here, sitting and writing in the lands above the sky’s .. This world was how earth shouldve evolved.. People in love and peace, no war, no disease.. Just pure consciousness about life.

But we on earth.. destroyed everything because of greed.

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Empathie und Egoismus vs Illusion – Realtalk

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Heute mal zum Einstieg ins Wochenende, ein kurzer Realtalk. Ich gehe davon aus, dass viele das was ich jetzt sage verstehen und auch nachvollziehen können. Geht es euch auch so, dass ihr euch fragt „Was zum Geier ist nur mit der Menschheit los? Werden die alle immer dämlicher…

Universelles Bewusstsein – Fakten #1

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Hier könnte man nun zuerst meine/unseren ganzen alten Beiträge hinzufügen. Diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ oder diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Oder im Prinzip fast alle, da es mir sehr oft nur ums Bewusstsein geht. Nun aber mal wieder Klartext. Will die Menschheit wirklich „BEWUSST“ sein? Stellt sich diese Frage wirklich? Wisst ihr was?…

Wieso es keine seelenlosen Menschen geben kann.

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Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualität beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage: „Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“ Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich. Jedes Teil ist…

Übersäuerung des Körpers, Basische Ernährung

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Heute mal eins der Streitthemen Nummer Eins. Ich erhebe hier keinen Anspruch auf exakte Richtigkeit, ich bin kein Mediziner oder Experte, ich kläre auch nur darüber auf was ich in meiner Krankenschwesternausbildung gelernt habe und aus meinen Recherchen hinzufügen konnte oder musste. Bei Krankheiten oder Symptomen, in denen…

Herbstzeit- Vitaminmangelzeit? Wenn ja, welches denn?

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Heute ist unser Wetter, so typisch Deutschlandwetter im Herbst. Und zwar so: Photo by Valeriia Miller on Pexels.com Fällt euch was auf? Richtig. Keine Sonne, dunkel, Regen, windig, kalt. So richtiges „Mistwetter“ eben. Da nützt auch der, recht abgedroschene Spruch „es gibt kein schlechtes Wetter, nur….“ ihr wisst…

Streiten und Spiritualität

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Okay, lasst uns ein wenig – nochmal – über Meinungsfreiheit reden, von der meine persönliche Meinung die ist: „im Prinzip ist meine Meinung scheißegal und egal wie sie ist, es wird immer! wirklich immer jemanden geben, der sie sofort und gründlichst tot- bzw. kaputtreden wird.“ Es ist wirklich…

Was sind – falsche Freunde?

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Was sind falsche Freunde oder sogar falsche Partner und woran erkennt man sie? Wie kann man sich schützen und wie kann man die Situation ändern oder geht das gar nicht und man muss damit leben?! 1. Sie sind entweder NIE da wenn man sie braucht ODER sie sind…

Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?

Ich hatte ein paar Male das Vergnügen im Traum, falsche Erinnerungen zu lesen. Mit lesen meine ich das Verstehen von falschen und richtigen Erinnerungen und wie ihre Eigenschaften sind. Alle falschen oder „implantierten“ Erinnerungen sind natürlich an erster Hand daran erkennbar, ob sie denn je stattgefunden haben. Das ist der logische Part. Zudem können Erinnerungen … Weiterlesen „Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?“

Was ist – EGO?

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Was ist das nun, unser EGO? Sind wir das? Macht es uns aus? Nützt es uns was? Oder taugt es gar nichts und wir müssen ständig auf der Hut sein, es los zu werden? Zuerst einmal, WAS sind wir? WAS macht UNS, als Menschen aus??? Wir sind mehr…

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

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Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern…

Methoden der Zielfindung + Pareto Prinzip

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Getreu dem Motto „alles lief genau der Plan, aber der war eben scheiße“ , geht es heute mal kurz darum, wie man sich selbst erreichbare Ziele setzt und wie man feststellt ob diese Ziele realistisch oder sagen wir besser, machbar sind. Dabei gilt, nichts ist unmöglich und alles…

Ewiges Drama Kopfschmerzen?

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Einen wunderschönen guten Montagmorgen. Ich habe mich gerade mal wieder in meiner Lieblingsapotheke umgesehen, mich plagt das übliche Leiden.. Kopfschmerzen. Das kann an keinen vor vielen Jahren operierten Kieferhöhlen liegen, weil jeder Schnupfen sofort in die Stirnhöhlen wandert. Oder an der „kaputten“ Halswirbelsäule, mir wurde vor 22 Jahren…

Was ist – Intuition?

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Intuition war das, was du als allererstes dachtest! Das, was am Ende richtig war! Das, auf das du hättest hören sollen 😉 aber vermutlich ignoriert hast. Intuition ist die Summe deiner Erfahrungen! Die du in all deinen vergangenen Inkarnationen und Existenzen als Seele gesammelt hast Die, dir eigentlich…

Warum man sich trotz 10h schlaf, Müde und Niedergeschlagen nach dem Aufwachen fühlt

Warum fühlt man sich manchmal oder sogar oft nach dem Aufwachen total niedergeschlagen und müde, obwohl man eigentlich genug Zeit zur Erholung hatte ? Der Grund liegt hier nicht am Körper sondern an der Zeit in welcher euer Bewusstsein ohne Kontrolle unterwegs war. Sprich im Traum oder wo auch immer. Je länger ihr unbewusst im … Weiterlesen „Warum man sich trotz 10h schlaf, Müde und Niedergeschlagen nach dem Aufwachen fühlt“

Astrale Welten

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Hallo zusammen, Zum heutigen Abend sprechen wir darüber was denn sogenannte ausserkörperliche Reisen sind, kurz genannt über Astralreisen. Vielen ist dieses Thema fremd und viele wissen davon aber fürchten sich davor oder stempeln diese als Hirngespinste ab. Vorweg, ihr seid weder geistig am durchdrehen, noch braucht ihr davor…

How to induce Lucid Dreams

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Good day Friends and in my case evening, The last thing for today will be on how to induce lucid dreaming. First of, what is lucid dreaming? It is a state where you know within a dream, that you actually dream! It is really fun to do and…

How to induce astral travel through dreams?

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Hello all, todays blog will you tell about how to induce astral travelling through dreams. Now this counts for lucid dreams and dreams where your awareness is not constant or there. To induce astral travel by a lucid dream, you have to create the feeling of falling because…

Gute Nacht und kurze Frage

Kommt es mir nur so vor, oder spinnt WordPress mal wieder? Beiträge werden nicht angezeigt. Der Reader aktualisiert sich nicht. Statistiken können nicht stimmen. Ist das bei euch auch so? Ich mach es jetzt wie Leo und geh schlafen. Vielleicht geht es ja morgen wieder. Gute Nacht

Manipulationen durch Sprache?

Wie kann ich meinem Willen die Weltherschaft zu ergreifen, durch geschickte Manipulation der Menschen näher kommen. Und wie entgehe ich solchen Fallen?

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer … Weiterlesen „Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2“

Zeichen einer unbewussten Seele

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Hallo zusammen, Heute geht es mal um die Zeichen einer unbewussten Person/Seele. Halten wir uns kurz. Aber als erstes definieren wir mal das genau. Eine unbewusste Seele wird nicht an ihrer Intelligenz oder an irgendeiner anderen Info gemessen. Die Messung erfolgt nur durch einen Selbst und desjenigen Bewusstsein/Wahrnehmung.…

Wie kann man seinen Astralkörper spüren oder sehen ?

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Ich werde euch heute erklären wie man seinen Astralkörper fühlen und sehen kann. Allerdings vorab: mit sehen meine ich aus dem anderen „Status“ in welcher man die Sicht des Astralkörpers nutzt. Die physischen Augen können und werden niemals feinstoffliche Körper sehen. Um den Astralkörper zu fühlen und zu…

Wie kann man seinen Astralkörper spüren oder sehen ?

Ich werde euch heute erklären wie man seinen Astralkörper fühlen und sehen kann. Allerdings vorab: mit sehen meine ich aus dem anderen „Status“ in welcher man die Sicht des Astralkörpers nutzt. Die physischen Augen können und werden niemals feinstoffliche Körper sehen. Um den Astralkörper zu fühlen und zu sehen benötigt es einen meditativen Zustand. Der … Weiterlesen „Wie kann man seinen Astralkörper spüren oder sehen ?“

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

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You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that…

Wie man Basis – Traumbewusstsein erreicht

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Hallo zusammen, Im heutigen Kurzblog erkläre ich euch wie man es schafft ein Grundbewusstsein im Traum an zu trainieren. Man könnte sich sicherlich einiges ersparen, wenn man die „Realitätschecks“ durchführen würde aber lassen wir diese mal aus. Heute soll es darum gehen wie man sein Unterbewusstsein so ansprechen…

Gibt es Traum Begrenzungen ? – Die räumliche Begrenzung

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Ich spreche hier aus den eigenen Forschungen innerhalb meiner Träume. Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, ja es gibt Begrenzungen. Aber erklären wir das mal genauer. Die Begrenzungen im Traum sind nicht gleichzusetzen wie etwas, dass euch festhält oder euch nicht mehr bewegen lässt. Als erstes gibt es…

Was bringen luzide Träume?

Hallo zusammen, Luzides träumen ist beschreibbar als „Träume wahr werden lassen“. Man kann sich luzid in einem Traum alles mögliche vorstellen und es somit real werden lassen. Das gilt natürlich nur so lange wie der Traum von euch aufrecht erhalten werden kann. Nicht nur kann man Dinge tun und erleben, welche man schon immer machen … Weiterlesen „Was bringen luzide Träume?“

Für wen eignet sich das Astralreisen ?

Hallo zusammen, Astralreisen eignet sich für absolut jeden. Es sollte nicht mal als etwas supernatürliches betrachtet werden, da es das nicht wirklich ist. Jeder hat diese Form der Aktivität und das jede Nacht. Wenn man sich fragt welche Altersgruppe dafür bestens geeignet wäre, so käme man auf jede Altersgruppe. Es gibt keine wirklichen Unterschiede wer … Weiterlesen „Für wen eignet sich das Astralreisen ?“

Dummgeschwätz von anderen..

Hallo zusammen, Jeder kennt es sicherlich wenn man irgendwo unterwegs ist und man Gespräche von anderen hört. Oft sind es Lästerungen und Nörgeleien gegenüber anderen. Viele haben einfach generell zu viel Zeit und nutzen diese um andere schlecht zu reden oder nur um zu dummschwätzen. Über unnötige Dinge zu reden oder zu diskutieren sind genauso … Weiterlesen „Dummgeschwätz von anderen..“

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die.

But i found myself in a open cell in hell..

It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because i went down a light tunnel. The hallway was full of screams and fear. Weird noices were coming out in the end of the path.

The walls were from some kind of disgusting looking flesh that hurt you when you came close to it. It wasnt pain what was felt, but it was a horrible feeling which seemed to consume everything.

I stood up and i had no shoes on while i was walking out of my cell and feeling the worst fear you could dream of. Was this place hell? There was nothing that could describe this place, it was truly nightmarish. As i went down the hallway, i saw people screaming in their cells while the doors were open, what was going on? They couldve walked out easily but acted like they were held for eternity here.

Would i stay here forever ? I needed to find a way out and suddenly ..“WELCOME TO HELL, THIS WAY FOR THE MURDERER AND LIVE TAKER ISMAIL SHALAK“

That was my name … i was the murderer and killer of my family, but i only protected myself from these islam-fanatic bastards of a kind! They tried to sell me to a pedophile ring but i managed to escape at a night from home and when i was old enough, i would kill them for what they did. They were brainwashing me and telling me that underage sex would be for my benefit. I liked every bit of cutting their tungs and skin out while they screamed in fear and pain.

„FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL“ i yelled while i was going backwards to my cell. The being stood there and started running at me but i couldnt move. As it stood before me, three meters high and very muscular and extremely ugly with sharp teeth and a bright smile, it spoke „YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SNIFFER“. And than it hit me so hard in the face that i flew back to my cell, the door closed and i fell to sleep. Surely i would die from a hit such as this, but i only was feeling pain without injury.

As i woke up .. i heard yelling and screaming .. „HELP HEELP HEEEEEELP MEEE PLEASE IM SORRY“. The noise came from the others which were hold by a giant ugly bug that sniffed the cause of their death and which got the punishment for it. The people were held in small cages, naked and full of fear while being tormented by other beasts.

The bug – thing was terrifying itself. A dark coat with bleeding wings and again this red living flesh. The flesh was holding the sinners infront of the judge while it sniffed and told in which tormenter class they would be tortured for eternity.

I was standing on the corner while the red flesh grabbed me and i started to scream in horrible pain and fear. It covered my entire body and caused all pain at once. „THE SINNERS SOUL IS TO BE TORTURED IN THE DEMONS CHAMBER“ said the judge while it sniffed on me. The smell was disgusting and i couldnt say a word because i was screaming in pain.

After my judgement, the flesh threw me down a dark hole while i still was screaming in pain, panick and whatever bad feeling there was. This was going on forever ? Never could i do this? Why did i deserve this?. I was talking to myself while i was tightened to red flesh .. Every second was painfull enough and now these fearful beings were bringing me to the demons chamber .. what on hell was that? How could it get ever worse than this?

„YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT WILL GET RIGHT NOW – STUPID HUMAN“ said one being. It was hearing my thoughts ? I couldnt hide my thoughts? How did he hear me ? Or was it pure luck?

I came off the red flesh and got thrown even further down.. A simple hole of blue flesh? Just a really tiny hole made out of organs .. But it wasnt hurting at all .. What was going on? The demons left while i heard them talk something „Will he ever get it ?“.

I didnt understood a word but i needed to climb out the fuck out of here. Maybe they did a mistake and threw me to a wrong spot, this was my chance!

The blue organs were sticking to me the more i try’d to move.. fuck.. i couldnt move easily but i was going up the three meter hole i thought. But instead i was falling further in and started to feel sharp pain at my feat. The blue flesh was turning into something i knew..

It turned into some sort of fluffy hair ?? I was awake and my cat was playing with my foot.. Damn.. was that really a dream? I did kill my parents but that was all good after 30 years. That place was definetly an area to land, when i wouldnt know about it! That was surely a test of skill…? As pain was rising on my entire body ..

„Will he ever get it“ was the last thing that was heard from Ismail Shalak, while he was like the rest, held in a open cell … screaming in pain, hell.

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A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes.

The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself

Or

Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul

But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Common relationship reasons for break ups

„Common causes for breakups include personality differences, lack of time spent together, infidelity, lack of positive interactions between the couple, low sexual satisfaction, and low overall relationship satisfaction. Ending a relationship is one of the most difficult things we have to do.“ Now this is what google says shortly and its mostly true. So lets make … Weiterlesen „Common relationship reasons for break ups“

Solve toxic behaviour ?

Hi there, Toxic behaviour, we all know it from somewhere. From work or from home or from friends. The question is how to solve a persons toxicity ? Well the first step is to confront the person. Doesnt matter if it is your mother or your boss. Maybe those people are unaware of their behaviour … Weiterlesen „Solve toxic behaviour ?“

The Matrix…

As long as one reacts to bad thoughts, it gets what it needs..

It uses bad energy to maintain the level of consciousness of the globe.

Dreams – Death Parkour

After falling asleep i found myself back in a once dreamed area with the same people.

I didnt really knew who all these people were but i was sure that i needed to search my wife.

We were all suddenly in a parkourish – texas chainsaw massacre movie alike place. It was a wide area and we had to go through all of them, but i knew that i actually didnt needed to do anything but i still did. I was unconsious but still remembered that i had the same dream three times a few years ago and it wasnt pretty. I knew that there was a lot of horror and deaths coming.

And while i thought so, i suddenly switched position to the top and had again the „screen view“ while the body and scene went as always according to the dream. Than the speed increased as well. I had no interest in continuing the dream but it wasnt going to stop until its over.

So we were walking slowly and trying to find another person in the backyard of the field and we knew that this person was going to die.

The field was clear and you could see every trap but you just didnt knew what was going to happen. Between every trap was an invisible wall and it would override the entire scene if i was going above it. This meant only one thing, my dream was a following game script and i saw it too!

Because i didnt wanted to continue, i was constantly switching between two perspectives while i flew over every trap. Suddenly everything happend just as i dreamed it before. The people all died in the same traps screaming while they try’d to pull me with themselves. But fortunatly i had enough and i neither got scared or else. The one girl survived with me and we needed to get a helicopter from a waterpark but it exploded because i crashed with speed against it. The bald guy got his body drown inside quicksand and later chopped away by swords which were underneath the quicksand.

After the helicopter exploded, i was standing in the woods and the scene changed again to the top… That dream was bad… it was boring and really bad..

I cant get out of my body, and neither dream what i want. I dont know what is going on the last two years. It stopped out of nowhere and i feel that something is blocking me from the other side. I really have enough of dreaming bullshit.

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