… The drug began to kick in and my vision widened. I started to feel extremely euphoric and and was laughing the whole time. The people around me were in the same state too and began to make out with each other. That was the very first time i had felt this good. Loud music was played by a DJ and we all just started dancing and having fun. Karl was making out with one of the girls and i couldnt contain myself either so i went to a group of those naked girls and we made out just like that. I didnt knew that it would be this easy but after twenty minutes the drug made us all feel horny like never before.
Suddenly the entire room was undressing themselves and started to make out and fuck each other. It was like a huge gang bang which i never had seen before. Now everyone was naked including the billionaire guy and he had like five girls around him. Since the drug was so effective i dint gave a damn either and wanted to jump on those girl with which i had made out. But something else caught my attention before that. Karl did go down a hallway with some of the girls and didnt came back for a while. I thought he would have his fun until after two hours he still didnt came back.
Now the DJ began to undress himself too and screamed over the mic „NOW LET THE REAL PARTY BEGIN“. If that already wasnt the real party, what was it then? After the DJs words, a fire extinguish system on the ceiling began to play some strange noises. It was as if a baby was screaming or a guy ? And everyone laughed and openend their mouths while they threw the masks on the ground. Now what ?
A huge pile of red water began to rain down and the people screamed and laughed and fucked at the same time as if theres no tomorrow. As soon as it landed on me, i noticed that it wasnt just red water but blood. It was raining blood and those people drank it with their mouths open like it was alcohol or liquid gold. I didnt knew what to think and do and my mood changed fast to being creeped out. Everyone was now looking like a demon and the entire room was covered in blood. I ran to the bathroom and vomitted. I couldnt take it and Karl was still missing. could it be that it was …? No! There was just no way i thought.
I needed to stay somehow cool and wait until i could get out. There as no exit until the party was over. Atleast from all the places i had checked to exit. No one would let anyone out until the show was over. But it seemed that i was the only one who wanted to leave. After i came back from the bathroom, everyone had their masks back on and now they really looked like demons from a horror movie. Even the naked girls had now a mask on. How had everyone found their mask in such scenario i asked myself. The floor was bloody as hell and maybe it was because of the drug that i saw everyone watching me. I didnt knew and so i just picked a random mask and put it on.
The music had stopped and now the billionaire guy announced loud „AND NOW TO THE BIG FINALLY“
Suddenly a room opened i couldnt believe my eyes. It was Karl and Dexter bound to Chair naked and they were bleedig from their hands. They cried and yelled for help but everyone else was just laughing. I was in a state of shock, was this a part of the show ? Were they acting ? I tried to not freak out and the state of shock helped me to do so.
They brought them into the middle of the room and three robe wearing people brought three with red cloth covered tables with various instruments to the room as well. There was a bunch of knifes, scalpels, screwdrivers, axes, pencils, glowing iron and more. They were about to be tortured to death and everyone knew that. And what could i do before it all would start ? I would be killed as well if i tried to free them and let alone try to run away. The drug was making me crazy and i couldnt think straight. Then one of the robe guys said loud in a deep voice „LET US BEGIN“ and he took a knife from the table and slowly began to cut out a piece of dexters shoulder. He screamed in pain and everyone laughed and grabbed an instrument too. I was probably the only one left without an instrument to hurt them. Dexter and Karl saw me standing there with the mask but they didnt say anything. They knew i would be killed too and that i was there only hope. After everyone had grabbed an instrument, the group looked at me all together. I didnt knew what was going on but i knew that they wanted me to grab the last weapon. It was a scalpel. After i slowly reached and grabbed it, the robe guys went off and all the people in the room circeled dexter and Karl for the beginning event.
What than happend would haunt me for the rest of my life ..
Hallo Zusammen, jeder weiß wohl wenn ich das Wort „Krieg“ erwähne, worum es hier geht. Jedoch geht es nicht um den physischen Teil, sondern den spirituellen Aspekt. Ich erwähne vorab, dass diese Geschehnisse ebenso auch überall anders stattfinden, in welcher ein Krieg am laufen ist oder großes Leid. Nehmen wir das Kampffeld unter energetische Beobachtung, … Weiterlesen „Energetisches Chaos – Momentane Welt“
Hallo Zusammen, Ich durfte wieder letzte Nacht einen Wiederholungstraum besuchen. Dabei fanden erst komplett zufällige Szenen statt, welche aber mit zu der Traumsequenz gehörten. Eines der Szenen war, dass mir zu warm wurde und ich in einer Art Abflussschleuse am Straßenrand badete. Von dieser Ansammlung von braunem Wasser trank auch noch ab und an eine … Weiterlesen „Traumwelten: „Exorzieren“ eines Hauses“
Hallo Zusammen, Ich weiss wir hatten dieses Thema schon in einem früheren Blog, jedoch hat mir der gestrige Traum mehr Klarheit über gewisse Dinge gebracht. Ich erzähle euch erstmal vom Traum. Ich bin in einem älteren Gebäude in Senftenberg, meinem damaligen Wohnort in Deutschland aufgewacht. Ich stand dort bewusst in der Szene und wusste was … Weiterlesen „Gefangen im Traum – Sinn der Wiederholungsträume“
One day a friend of mine named Karl asked me to come to a super secret club. He knew a friend who could bring us inside if they knew the password for the entry. Karl had been given the password.
I didnt knew what i should expect and i had no plans either so i agreed. The day before my friend Karl had told that we should wear masks. It was one rule to enter together with being dressed rather nicely. A suit and tie would be fine we thought. It was probably some lame ass party for rich folks who would take a bunch of cocaine and rock i thought. This should be fun.
The night of the party Karl picked me up and introduced me to another guy in the car. His name was Dexter. He knew the rules and how we should behave during the party. He seemed like a cool guy but something seemed odd for me. It was as if i couldnt trust him. Neverless we arrived at a very expensive Restaurant outside town. This was a special quiet place for super rich people who could afford it. I thought damn, i hope everything is for free because if not, i will be a bum tomorrow. Dexter and Karl laughed their asses off but they were not doing better financially then me.
We got out of the car and saw already a bunch of people with masks and fancy looking outfits going to the restaurant. Dexter went ahead and told us to not forget the password at the entrance. I told Karl that i dont trust that guy and neither did he trust him. We looked around and only saw super cars and mega villas around the restaurant. The restaurant itself was made of glass and it was four stories high. However the basement looking area was blacked out but i guessed that it was normal.
As we walked towards the entry, Karl and i saw a few creepy looking guys with black robes entering the restaurant from behind. I didnt knew what to think at first, maybe it was part of an upcoming show i thought. Karl laughingly said that we probably end up being sacrificed, tapped my shoulder and went ahead towards entry. A big guy greeted us friendly and asked for the passwords. I said „Fly and Kill“ and suddenly he took out his phone and told me to wait. Karl was waiting for me as he had already passed through. After a few seconds he told me to enjoy the party and i went through. After walking a few more meters from the entrance i looked back and the security guy started laughing while he looked back at me. That was the first strange thing during the night. I asked him whats so funny and he just turned around and said nothing back. It seemed he was told to not do anything..
I wasnt optimistic about the party and we went ahead. The people were following ahead and just by the looks i knew that this was not our place to be. All the people seemed to know each other and looked really like prince and princesses. We on the other hand looked like bums already with our one hundred dollar suits. But maybe it was just my imagination i thougt. We went inside.
The room was huge and naked girls were presenting us with drinks. Pretty much all guests. I looked at Karl with the mask and he began to laugh and showed his thumbs up. He would completely go nuts when the girl here already were naked. He knew behind closed doors there would be something else going on. Suddenly the doors behind us closed and the lights were pointed at a red carped entry. A moment later a very famous billionaire came out and greeted everyone. He asked if everybody is now inside and then told how greatful he was for these events and all who helped with it.
Than music began to play and everyone threw money out of their pockets and screamed loud „GO GO Go KILL THE BIRD“. We had no idea what was going on and laughed under our masks. I knew that Karl would steal the money on the ground whenever he could. I would too. It was all hundred dollar bills. The billioniare came out with a big golden painted goose and held it up high. The people were going nuts. Than he cut open the stomach in front of everybody and instead of blood, a bunch of yellow pills came out. Everyone rushed towards those pills and consumed them immediatley. We didnt knew what those pills would do but we run there as well and took a few. Every super rich could afford anything right ? So what about those pills we thought. What was special about them ?
It was just a party drug right ? I saved mine and Karl ate it. But i didnt wanted to be bored so i chugged mine a moment later down with a glass of super expensive wine. I wanted the night to be really fun because it was just once a year Dexter had told. I had not seen him since we entered the party. But it was now not the time to think about it. The drug began to kick really hard…
Hallo Zusammen, Es geht mal heute um ein paar Träume und astrale Versuche um den Körper zu verlassen und was dabei zum Beispiel gestern Nacht stattfand. Ich habe mittlerweile keine großen aktiven Versuche um herauszukommen. Ich versuche es seid längerem über mein Unterbewusstsein zu erreichen, indem ich ein Signal setze und ich automatisch mehr Bewusstsein … Weiterlesen „Seltsame Träume und astrale Versuche“
Hallo Zusammen, es soll heute darum gehen welche Form von Energien entstehen, sobald eine Person eine andere tötet. Hier geht es nicht ums verletzen sondern wirklich demjenigen dessen Leben zu berauben. Ich habe zwar keinen auf der physischen Ebene ausgeknipst aber in der Traumwelt sieht es schon anders aus. Da werden meine Tests durchgeführt und … Weiterlesen „Dunkle Energien beim Töten von Menschen?“
In todays blog we discuss what happens when you meditate under drugs.
This is not a blog to say that drugs should be used in any way but in measure!
To begin with, drugs such as Meth or heroin shouldnt be used at all! Neither any of the „hard“ drugs which cause brain damage and so on.
Meditating under psychedelics such as Mushrooms or LSD will first of cause yourself a faster and more concentrated view of things. Second of all, you will be able to faster relax and to move out of your body very quickly.
Every sense will be more active and your consciousness might be clearer as well. But be aware, if the dose is too high, you might get kicked out of your body as soon as you lay down and this can cause horror trips because you were unprepared!
A „drug“ such as Salvia Divinorum – a psychedelic plant might transport you to your greatest fear in a whole different world were you trap yourself for several hours. This plant is not meant for meditating and needs prepare for weak minded people! Why am i saying this ? Because the things you will see causes insane ups and down if you never had any experience with mind altering chemicals.
As for my experiences with Marijuana and meditation, i would say that this is probably the best way to do it. It calms you why sharpens the sense (atleast it does for me) and relaxes the body just as needed to get a smooth out of body experience. It does not throw you out like an overdose of LSD, a small dose of DMT or Salvia Divinorum.
The higher the dose, the more likely you wont meditate and rather fall asleep/get a bad trip etc.
DMT, LSD and Salvia shouldnt be used for any kind of meditation except a small dose of LSD. These chemicals will immediatley work in the first inhalation.
Extra: When you use drugs to meditate, you will get a faster progress than a normal session of meditation because the senses and functions of the brain wont be limited anymore. So this can be really useful for greater spiritual experiences.
If you want to know more about meditation, take a look here! 🙂