What is the real purpose of life ? – Here is the Answer!

Your purpose of life

You might think now that we will tell you the same crap, just like many others

Telling you „You give meaning to your life and you got to find it“ or whatever.

Lets cut that straight to the point.

Youre not a human and youre not here to serve a „greater purpose“ or be a slave to the robotic system.

Your a soul who came from very very far away. And now youre trying to find a reason why youre here but you really cant. The reason for that is amnesia. You cant remember what happend and since 99% of the population dont know WHO AND WHAT they really are, they start to struggle and they either continue to play this game of feelings, missunderstandings and many more things which screw around with their mind.

Or they just dont play and kill themselves but that is a different story and within their plan.

In the end, most of us are integrated in this game and they cant really get out of there because they didnt came close enough to those questions which wouldve changed their view to this world and themselves. They would be …happy.. and the system ..this planet itself, doesnt want happy people.

The reason why youre here is to REMEMBER who you really are. Get every piece of memory back and KNOW where you have to go before you die, otherwise you will fall victim again and land here, asking and doing all the same shit over and over again until you make it.

You might think that nothing except 3D exists because no one has proven otherwise? There are many who did prove.

You can have fun and all that stuff that is available here, but always focus to remember and ask yourself questions that you cant answer because the answers are all inside you!

You just have to remember how you opened those memory parts and see it again!

For more memory:

Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?

Es gibt gewisse Träume in welcher die Psyche des Individuums geheilt werden kann. Diese Träume sind äußerst tiefgreifende Erfahrungen im Unterbewusstsein und sie können hochintensive Heilungen im Inneren auslösen. Hier ein Beispiel. Sie haben enorme Angst im Dunkeln und das seid Jahren. Warum das so ist haben sie sich schon immer gefragt aber finden keine … Weiterlesen „Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?“

Intervallfasten #4 – Zurück in die Vergangenheit

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Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich nicht mehr allzu heißen Sonntagmorgen wünsch ich Euch. DAS wäre meine Begrüßung heute morgen gewesen, aber wisst ihr was? WordPress war der Meinung, meinen fertigen und gespeicherten Blog, statt zu veröffentlichen, zu löschen. Oh Leute, ich war sooo sauer. Ich hatte über zwei Stunden…

The thing with our Well…

my daily life stuff…

Hello there,

we got quite the problem at home. We dug up a 15 meter deep well inside our house and for some reason theres oil instead of water..

The first ime it gave water of course. It was crystal clear and the taste was really good but now we dont know whats going on. But thats not even the issue here. We placed 5 concrete rings inside, so the water could collect without collapsing. However the rings did not sit well on top of each other and now are moving slowly in different directions which could collapse on my head when i decide to dig it up again…

And from all of that, oil is leaking from i dont know where. It seemed like there was black mud when i was digging. Maybe it was oily mud ? But going down again could be suicide because those rings weigh each 250 kilogramms.

While i was digging i had noticed movement but thought i was halluzinating because of the low oxygen. But hell.. the third ring is not even sitting on top of the second AT ALL which created a 20 centimeters gap.

The only thing holding it is a bit mud around it and if i dig further, it might crash my body in two with 750kgs… LOL.. Dont dig uneven wells.

Existenz von Zeit im Traum?

Jeder hat sicherlich sich schonmal gefragt wie die Zeit im Traum wohl abläuft oder wie man sich das vorstellen soll. Ich erzähle aus eigenen Erfahrungen. Im Traum läuft Zeit weder linear noch vorwärts. Man kann Zeit in einem Traum nicht fühlen oder wahrnehmen weil man Selbst darüber unbewusst entscheidet. Zeit ist individuell einstellbar solange der … Weiterlesen „Existenz von Zeit im Traum?“

What are Humans actually ?

Hello there,

humans, animals, insects and whatever is alive, are souls which came here for whatever reason. Those reasons are always personal.

Lets just say that we all had not really much of an idea what was expecting us. We have unlimited time, so saying yes to any game despite its difficulty was easy. However it was heavily underestimated and no one had the idea that the previous memorys would be wiped until the game for each individual ends.

The memorys to previous lifes can be later read in the akasha chronics if you step into the astral world again to reincarnate. If you manage to leave, you will receive all the previous memory back before you stepped into this universe itself. This means that you will keep the memory of your current life but wont be able to remember other lifes from the game on earth once youre out. But i think theres always a way to access those memorys even when youre far away since its just written in frequency.

Your real identity and other memorys will appear once youre out. All the thoughts and things you had done until you stood before the entry to the reincarnation game. It will be probably the biggest mind blowing thing you will experience back and it wont be possible to describe in any language or way. Its personal!

Intervallfasten #2

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Applaus, applaus. Wer sollte mir, oder uns, denn auf die Schulter klopfen, wenn nicht WIR selbst. Zuerst einmal gibt es heute eine Einladung in die von mir, wieder eröffnete Fasten-Motivationsgruppe, die ich erstellte vor 2 Jahren, weil viele Apps nur Geld verdienen wollen, aber nicht wünschen dass die…

Intervallfasten #1

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Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die…

Rainy days – Daily Life

just a few words…

Hello there,

the last couple days its just raining and im making a few new storys in the upcoming days. Today i was working and my right eye began to hurt again because i dont wear my glasses.

Just sitting in the room and trying to be somehow productive while my neck seems to annoy me too. But i think its just from my eyes.

The biggest problems are those random power cuts which happen when it rains heavy but i guess it will be fine.

I was thinking of maybe making new horror storys but i really dont like them because i picture myself in it and how it could be. Im trying to bring the fear to paper but its not easy when the head is empty.

Unconditional Love vs Love

What are the differences ? The normal love you might experience as a human and vanishes after a certain time is called earthly or just human love. It has not much meaning and often married couples start to hate each other when this feeling dissapear Yes woman feel different, they truly feel more often love … Weiterlesen „Unconditional Love vs Love“

Dont take internet info too serious – Heres why

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Hello there, todays short blog is about google and other search engines which provide us daily with new information. So why shouldnt you trust any info on your screen? Because most of it is false information. Of course this depends on what info youve been searching for. For…

Want to attract things you always wanted ?

Than get out of your room and work for it. Theres is no way around. Everything needs practice, time and effort. Dont be discouraged if it doesnt work immediatly as you thought. Someday it will! Dont be afraid to take punches.

24 Hours of Discomfort and what i understood

You and 24 hours of discomfort!

Hello all,

you probably heard those lines where some people where saying to get out of the comfort zone and do something new to grow. Guess what, i had this sort of experience for 24 hours and more and what i got from there, was the knowledge that all negativity was coming from our minds.

The most fearsome thought is probably to become homeless after you left your comfort bed and went out to the world. The discomfort will become like a new drug and you will learn how to use your skills or attain skills to make money and a new life. Now of course it wont be served on a silver tablet but it can be if you know how! You can always resell anything what is sold in the supermarket right ?

It doesnt even matter what goal you have but if you do, it will be even better! Lets say you have a dream job and got rejected or not even noticed. Just go to their damn office and annoy them until they know that you really want it. There are tons of possibilities out there and your action decides if they become your reality or not. You seek money? go out and understand how easy it is to get money when you understood what you want to do. You want fame ? work for it and inspire/help others online or whatever idea you got. You want your dream woman ? learn how to approach people!

It all depends on your action and 24 hours of you being discomfort to get it. Once you got it, you wont stop because in thouse 24 hours you will have achieved more than maybe in a month with 1 hour of learning and processing work.

Try it out!

Empathie und Egoismus vs Illusion – Realtalk

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Heute mal zum Einstieg ins Wochenende, ein kurzer Realtalk. Ich gehe davon aus, dass viele das was ich jetzt sage verstehen und auch nachvollziehen können. Geht es euch auch so, dass ihr euch fragt „Was zum Geier ist nur mit der Menschheit los? Werden die alle immer dämlicher…

What is a diet and what does it look like? – for Beginners

What a diet plan should look like

Hello there,

Today we talk about the beginning of a diet and what does it actually mean. Many mistake a diet with fasting or not eating anything for a a while. Thats just a mistake.

A diet is a eating plan which needs to be structured individually for the individual body type to be effective.

This brings the conclusion that most of the diets out there are not fit for everybody, specially those who promise results in three weeks!

We had talked about in our last blog, with what you can start slowly watching your habbits of eating. Here is the link to the previous blog:

http://katjasbauchladen.com/2021/02/26/best-food-for-fitness-and-health/

Of course i dont say that all diets wont work. There are many sorts of diets out there and for beginners, anything with the word „diet“ can help loose a few pounds.

The most tricky part to do a diet is to convince yourself and have the motivation going because it will not work as fast and easy as many often like to sell it.

Besides that, a diet plan should contain the amounts of calories which are allowed to take daily but this part is rather for the advanced people so dont count your calories as a beginner. Set yourself a calorie goal instead and try to reach it everyday. Otherwise you would sabotage your own progress!

After you set yourself the calorie goal, the hard part will begin. It starts with choosing the food you need to achieve your daily goal and to cut off processed food which contain too much calories and lesser filling effect to your stomach.

Try to remove all trans fats, high sugar and salt containing „food“. Now salt is needed but many of the food these days contain a lot which will do more harm to your body than good. (Too much salt binds water under your skin which makes you gain more weight)

Eat beans, lean meat, fruits and vegetables in a balanced way. More salads and nuts than sugar snacks or chips. Cook yourself and know whats inside your meal! This phase of the first two months will be the hardest and the urge to just give up will be high.

But i can assure you that after your system accepted the change, you will not stop anymore because you will feel 100% better, lighter and your mood will be changed too. You will get lesser angry and start more to enjoy and maybe even start to workout and set new goals for the future.

Dont ever give up in the first months because after the time you will thank yourself for doing it.

Thats for today, if you got any question- post a comment and we will answer it in the next blog.

Thank your for reading and start your diet! 😄

What means being spiritual or living spiritual?

How much time will you need to find it out? Or do you will do it all again?

Hello together,

As many got quite a problem about the definition about spirituality and what that means, i shall bring a bit clearness to this question.

So first of,

You DONT need to live like a monk throwing everything away youve got and live in the mountains from now on.. Or buy crystals and other stuff to justify that youre now spiritual. Unfortunatly many think that but it has nothing to do with the actual „being spirital“.

Second of,

It doesnt mean that you believe any conspiracys or hell or heaven but it doesnt mean that you cant believe what you want.

I say it how it is: the way of the spirit is your own conscious decision and FACT that you know, that you are not a human but a soul, energy or whatever name you find for it and that you can understand it!

Now how do we understand the path of the spirit as it is ? – We ask ourselves the questions which anybody asks about them sometimes such as „Were am i really from?“ – „Who am i really ?“ – „What do i really do here?“ and so on.

Those are the first steps to see that you hadnt just this live and maybe you will get visions and déja-vu’s as a confirmation but only YOU will know.

The way of being spiritual is just to follow yourself, staying always true to yourself and accept how you are because the identity/energy of your soul doesnt change no matter how many lifes and experience you had. (Your current YOU as „I am“ is not what i mean just to be clear! But the one who talks when the mind is silent and emotionless – neutral)

Knowing what and who you are and having it always in front of you and never forgetting it, is the way of being spiritual. You can do whatever you want with this knowledge but it only works when you realised what i meant by actually getting your visions and confirmations glass clear, either from here or by astral traveling or else.

Everything else such as how you want to live and do in your life is up to you! Be rich or be poor but never loose youself inside the game and take your time to figure things out!

Know how you came and know how you will go.

For more infos on how to do it and what is needed there, take a look inside our book! And no being spiritual doesnt mean that such info needs to be free… but if you search you might find it for free? 😉

Universelles Bewusstsein – Fakten #1

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Hier könnte man nun zuerst meine/unseren ganzen alten Beiträge hinzufügen. Diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ oder diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Oder im Prinzip fast alle, da es mir sehr oft nur ums Bewusstsein geht. Nun aber mal wieder Klartext. Will die Menschheit wirklich „BEWUSST“ sein? Stellt sich diese Frage wirklich? Wisst ihr was?…

Wieso es keine seelenlosen Menschen geben kann.

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Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualität beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage: „Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“ Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich. Jedes Teil ist…

Übersäuerung des Körpers, Basische Ernährung

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Heute mal eins der Streitthemen Nummer Eins. Ich erhebe hier keinen Anspruch auf exakte Richtigkeit, ich bin kein Mediziner oder Experte, ich kläre auch nur darüber auf was ich in meiner Krankenschwesternausbildung gelernt habe und aus meinen Recherchen hinzufügen konnte oder musste. Bei Krankheiten oder Symptomen, in denen…

Herbstzeit- Vitaminmangelzeit? Wenn ja, welches denn?

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Heute ist unser Wetter, so typisch Deutschlandwetter im Herbst. Und zwar so: Photo by Valeriia Miller on Pexels.com Fällt euch was auf? Richtig. Keine Sonne, dunkel, Regen, windig, kalt. So richtiges „Mistwetter“ eben. Da nützt auch der, recht abgedroschene Spruch „es gibt kein schlechtes Wetter, nur….“ ihr wisst…

Streiten und Spiritualität

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Okay, lasst uns ein wenig – nochmal – über Meinungsfreiheit reden, von der meine persönliche Meinung die ist: „im Prinzip ist meine Meinung scheißegal und egal wie sie ist, es wird immer! wirklich immer jemanden geben, der sie sofort und gründlichst tot- bzw. kaputtreden wird.“ Es ist wirklich…

Was sind – falsche Freunde?

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Was sind falsche Freunde oder sogar falsche Partner und woran erkennt man sie? Wie kann man sich schützen und wie kann man die Situation ändern oder geht das gar nicht und man muss damit leben?! 1. Sie sind entweder NIE da wenn man sie braucht ODER sie sind…

Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?

Ich hatte ein paar Male das Vergnügen im Traum, falsche Erinnerungen zu lesen. Mit lesen meine ich das Verstehen von falschen und richtigen Erinnerungen und wie ihre Eigenschaften sind. Alle falschen oder „implantierten“ Erinnerungen sind natürlich an erster Hand daran erkennbar, ob sie denn je stattgefunden haben. Das ist der logische Part. Zudem können Erinnerungen … Weiterlesen „Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?“

Was ist – EGO?

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Was ist das nun, unser EGO? Sind wir das? Macht es uns aus? Nützt es uns was? Oder taugt es gar nichts und wir müssen ständig auf der Hut sein, es los zu werden? Zuerst einmal, WAS sind wir? WAS macht UNS, als Menschen aus??? Wir sind mehr…

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

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Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern…

Methoden der Zielfindung + Pareto Prinzip

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Getreu dem Motto „alles lief genau der Plan, aber der war eben scheiße“ , geht es heute mal kurz darum, wie man sich selbst erreichbare Ziele setzt und wie man feststellt ob diese Ziele realistisch oder sagen wir besser, machbar sind. Dabei gilt, nichts ist unmöglich und alles…

Ewiges Drama Kopfschmerzen?

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Einen wunderschönen guten Montagmorgen. Ich habe mich gerade mal wieder in meiner Lieblingsapotheke umgesehen, mich plagt das übliche Leiden.. Kopfschmerzen. Das kann an keinen vor vielen Jahren operierten Kieferhöhlen liegen, weil jeder Schnupfen sofort in die Stirnhöhlen wandert. Oder an der „kaputten“ Halswirbelsäule, mir wurde vor 22 Jahren…

Was ist – Intuition?

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Intuition war das, was du als allererstes dachtest! Das, was am Ende richtig war! Das, auf das du hättest hören sollen 😉 aber vermutlich ignoriert hast. Intuition ist die Summe deiner Erfahrungen! Die du in all deinen vergangenen Inkarnationen und Existenzen als Seele gesammelt hast Die, dir eigentlich…

Warum man sich trotz 10h schlaf, Müde und Niedergeschlagen nach dem Aufwachen fühlt

Warum fühlt man sich manchmal oder sogar oft nach dem Aufwachen total niedergeschlagen und müde, obwohl man eigentlich genug Zeit zur Erholung hatte ? Der Grund liegt hier nicht am Körper sondern an der Zeit in welcher euer Bewusstsein ohne Kontrolle unterwegs war. Sprich im Traum oder wo auch immer. Je länger ihr unbewusst im … Weiterlesen „Warum man sich trotz 10h schlaf, Müde und Niedergeschlagen nach dem Aufwachen fühlt“

Astrale Welten

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Hallo zusammen, Zum heutigen Abend sprechen wir darüber was denn sogenannte ausserkörperliche Reisen sind, kurz genannt über Astralreisen. Vielen ist dieses Thema fremd und viele wissen davon aber fürchten sich davor oder stempeln diese als Hirngespinste ab. Vorweg, ihr seid weder geistig am durchdrehen, noch braucht ihr davor…

How to induce Lucid Dreams

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Good day Friends and in my case evening, The last thing for today will be on how to induce lucid dreaming. First of, what is lucid dreaming? It is a state where you know within a dream, that you actually dream! It is really fun to do and…

How to induce astral travel through dreams?

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Hello all, todays blog will you tell about how to induce astral travelling through dreams. Now this counts for lucid dreams and dreams where your awareness is not constant or there. To induce astral travel by a lucid dream, you have to create the feeling of falling because…

Gute Nacht und kurze Frage

Kommt es mir nur so vor, oder spinnt WordPress mal wieder? Beiträge werden nicht angezeigt. Der Reader aktualisiert sich nicht. Statistiken können nicht stimmen. Ist das bei euch auch so? Ich mach es jetzt wie Leo und geh schlafen. Vielleicht geht es ja morgen wieder. Gute Nacht

Manipulationen durch Sprache?

Wie kann ich meinem Willen die Weltherschaft zu ergreifen, durch geschickte Manipulation der Menschen näher kommen. Und wie entgehe ich solchen Fallen?

Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer … Weiterlesen „Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2“

Zeichen einer unbewussten Seele

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Hallo zusammen, Heute geht es mal um die Zeichen einer unbewussten Person/Seele. Halten wir uns kurz. Aber als erstes definieren wir mal das genau. Eine unbewusste Seele wird nicht an ihrer Intelligenz oder an irgendeiner anderen Info gemessen. Die Messung erfolgt nur durch einen Selbst und desjenigen Bewusstsein/Wahrnehmung.…

Wie kann man seinen Astralkörper spüren oder sehen ?

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Ich werde euch heute erklären wie man seinen Astralkörper fühlen und sehen kann. Allerdings vorab: mit sehen meine ich aus dem anderen „Status“ in welcher man die Sicht des Astralkörpers nutzt. Die physischen Augen können und werden niemals feinstoffliche Körper sehen. Um den Astralkörper zu fühlen und zu…

Wie kann man seinen Astralkörper spüren oder sehen ?

Ich werde euch heute erklären wie man seinen Astralkörper fühlen und sehen kann. Allerdings vorab: mit sehen meine ich aus dem anderen „Status“ in welcher man die Sicht des Astralkörpers nutzt. Die physischen Augen können und werden niemals feinstoffliche Körper sehen. Um den Astralkörper zu fühlen und zu sehen benötigt es einen meditativen Zustand. Der … Weiterlesen „Wie kann man seinen Astralkörper spüren oder sehen ?“

How does the „Matrix“ work inside the planets ?

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You may think that this question sounds weird because it doesnt make sense, but let me explain what the matrix really is. The matrix is a „cell“, a being, an organism that is placed upon a planetary biosystem. You could call it an invisible cage around everything that…

Wie man Basis – Traumbewusstsein erreicht

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Hallo zusammen, Im heutigen Kurzblog erkläre ich euch wie man es schafft ein Grundbewusstsein im Traum an zu trainieren. Man könnte sich sicherlich einiges ersparen, wenn man die „Realitätschecks“ durchführen würde aber lassen wir diese mal aus. Heute soll es darum gehen wie man sein Unterbewusstsein so ansprechen…

Gibt es Traum Begrenzungen ? – Die räumliche Begrenzung

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Ich spreche hier aus den eigenen Forschungen innerhalb meiner Träume. Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, ja es gibt Begrenzungen. Aber erklären wir das mal genauer. Die Begrenzungen im Traum sind nicht gleichzusetzen wie etwas, dass euch festhält oder euch nicht mehr bewegen lässt. Als erstes gibt es…

World of nightmare – Close the door, dim the lights!

In the day of 2022, all lights went out and the nightmare came upon from the dark. The calm oceans which were unexplored for more than 96% were unvailed once the dark had taken the world.

The governments had no possibility to return electricity due to solar winds which caused an electromagnetical pulse through the globe. All electrical devices were useless now and the world seemed to be taken back in time.. But the problem was bigger than anybody couldve imagined..

After the tenth day, the oceans began to loose water and no one knew why. The sun wasnt providing light either because something in the atmosphere was blocking the lights path. This caused a rapid cold wave inside the planetary atmosphere. No one knew what the giant ball was and where it came from. All we knew, was that the government itself went away. The dissapeared and everybody thought that they knew what happend and that this mess coming from them… but in reality, they were all dead.

The oceans dissapeared to thin air, nothing made sense anymore because the planet was becoming more and more useless for life. Everything was dying. Many lost their lives due to the cold and went down some bunkers they had dug or else.. The rest was surviving from the larger threat underground.

After the oceans went thin air, something came on land.. A thing, a being or mutation we thought, but it was out of this world. It looked a bit humanly but it looked like it was „lagging“ like in some sort of computer game. The face was disturbingly cut sideways and its mouth was diagonally crossing from the middle part of its head – to the backside of his left arm. The hands were long and thin and the body was cut sideways as well. Its body was covered with some sort of black stuff that i couldnt explain. No one knew with what we had to deal with. Luckily there was no snow, just some ice and the temperature went never under minus ten. This gave us atleast clear sight … so we thought.

One day i went up the bunker, trying to find food and get as fast as possible back without being seen by anybody. It was always dark outside and the only thing you might hear was that monster which seemed to be everywhere. How did i knew that it was close ? Well.. whenever it was there, a popping sound of a light bulp appeared from no where. This was telling you aswell to start running because it knew you were there. It was russian roulette every time.

As i moved slowly and steady around the city, i was armed with a crossbow and three light bullets for the emergency gun. It would drag attention to all nearby creatures and buy some time but closely it would reduce me survival chances to zero. The problem with these creatures was their power and durability. Rumors told that whatever you shot or hit it with, it would not die and chase you until it had you, so not many tried to kill them. No one knew how many where out there but these things hunted everything that was .. alive. Their power could destroy heavy metal doors and hiding was only possible if there was no light. It seemed that they appeared because of ..light. Whenever you lightend a candle, you were in danger, whenever you used a torch light, you were in danger.. These beings could literally appear in front of you..

While i was moving i didnt saw a single dead body in the city. Where were they all gone?? Last time i saw few but now … everything was dead. After few minutes of peaceful walk, i reached a super market and strangely noticed that all the food was melting ?.. It became like the black mass from these beings. My mind was telling me that this planet was turning into something else.. Was everything becoming the black ball which blackened the sun???

As i heard a voice in the supermarket, i started running but before i could run away, it was too late.. I was already cut sideways in half and saw a blue light.. The monster was splitting itself and started to puke on my body parts.. The black mass started to consume me.. I .. started ..to turn….? …

What … was this …feeling ?…. „Spread the tumor“ …

„Yes .. Spread the tumor …ki..kill…KILL ..KILL!!!“

The black ball had consumed earth .. the evil was spreading across the entire universe.

What caused it ? Who caused it ?

That doesnt matter now.

Taking a walk … outside …

Anxiety to walk outside, alone

It was a late afternoon when i decided to take a little walk along the road of my town. Since the state had everything under lockdown, it was forbidden to take any walks outside in daylight without your security ID for the corona virus. But nights it seemed to be alright, so i pulled over my shirt, took the keys, close the door and went outside..

A warm wind was blazing along the trees.. the street was empty. I decided to take a walk through the woods instead through the streets because i might get trouble from the so called „friend and helper“.

After few minutes of walking in darkness, i noticed a broken house in the forest. It seemed someone was living inside there because a candle was lit at the window, but when i came close, there was no window and the candle went off.

I was about to leave and not cause trouble for traspassing but .. something seemed odd about the house. I had never see it before and i was living here now for seven years. How did it come that i never noticed it ?

The house was really big i thought, the lenght could assume that it was a hangar for aircrafts.. but it wasnt.

Before i wanted to go away, i heard footsteps behind me. An old guy was coming right at me with his eyes locked at my face. My heart started to pound quickly, was i in danger ? Should inget ready to fight him? Why was he not saying anything and coming towards me ??? .. Questions drove me to the point of trying to hit him first before he would but,…. we walked past me … He was wearing a robe like outift, it was very unusual i thought. Maybe it was camouflage? Trying to stay in the shadows from the police i thought.

<p value="<amp-fit-text layout="fixed-height" min-font-size="6" max-font-size="72" height="80">He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud "DONT GO THERE!". Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open. He went straight to the house and was about to open the door but turned around and yelled loud „DONT GO THERE!“. Was he meaning me ? He clearly wasnt looking at me, but to the darkness from were he came from. The situation was strange enough but when he went inside, he left the door open.

I was unsure .. why should i even think of going inside when this freak just went there, maybe he was living there i thought. I was about to leave when i noticed something strange.. It was suddenly cold and very dark…

But screw that, i decided to go home and not fuck around with people who scream into the woods! A ticket from the police was still better than ending on a sacrificial table.

I walked away from the house and as i was walking back, i looked back one more time.. My heart started racing and i started to run … The guy with the robe was sprinting towards me and he held a machete or sword in his hands… He was screaming „DONT GO THERE“ but i was running until i couldnt see him anymore.

After a few minutes i was back on the main road and took my breath before i decided to walk home, but making sure that he wasnt following me.

Was bringen luzide Träume?

Hallo zusammen, Luzides träumen ist beschreibbar als „Träume wahr werden lassen“. Man kann sich luzid in einem Traum alles mögliche vorstellen und es somit real werden lassen. Das gilt natürlich nur so lange wie der Traum von euch aufrecht erhalten werden kann. Nicht nur kann man Dinge tun und erleben, welche man schon immer machen … Weiterlesen „Was bringen luzide Träume?“

Für wen eignet sich das Astralreisen ?

Hallo zusammen, Astralreisen eignet sich für absolut jeden. Es sollte nicht mal als etwas supernatürliches betrachtet werden, da es das nicht wirklich ist. Jeder hat diese Form der Aktivität und das jede Nacht. Wenn man sich fragt welche Altersgruppe dafür bestens geeignet wäre, so käme man auf jede Altersgruppe. Es gibt keine wirklichen Unterschiede wer … Weiterlesen „Für wen eignet sich das Astralreisen ?“

A Killers Diary – The Eye Garden

Hello Diary,

Today was another big day …just as always.

My doll collections are ready and another joung body was just brought to me.

This body was perfect for the new garden! A childrens young and juicy organs and body parts

First i smashed the head in two pieces and took out the brain.

The brain i put on a stick and placed it next to the eye collection in the lower left side. I was forming a picture with the brains but i needed more for it. It was rotting away and i needed those fotos to sell it on the dark web. Many liked my collections and sent me more bodies for free.

Anyway, today its all about eyes! So i took the eyes out of the head and washed them in the contaminated blood from the other bodies. It gave the eyes the perfect rotting effect.

After that, i made juice of one eye and injected it in the doll collection body’s to increase the horror when i should get captured.

The other eye i stabbed trough with a fork and hand it on the tree of suicide.

YES i do have names for anything in my garden and house. But what people really love is the yearly roundhouse visit.

You know diary, the problem with these people are their stupidity. I just placed fotos of dead people online and just wrote on it „Self made silicone death body“. That was and still is enough to convince these dumb fucks that all of my collections are silicone figures, but in reality its the real nightmare.

Now stop! I know what you might think. You may ask now how no one is noticing the missing children and woman right?

It is very simple, just read the text again, my injections of rotting effects the entire bodys and faces dissapear… quite fast!

Theres a reason why my park is presented only once a year! XD

Enough for today diary, next time it will be more fun!

Ill head out and rape my screaming doll collections.. bye.

Oh and dont worry the wallpaper, thats how my doll collections look for me!

Like and follow for more! XD

Another Day

Its raining over 15 hours now and it doesnt look like stopping.. This was really needed.

This year not many trees survived due to heat, it went up to 47° celsius over few weeks and killed many things xD

Dummgeschwätz von anderen..

Hallo zusammen, Jeder kennt es sicherlich wenn man irgendwo unterwegs ist und man Gespräche von anderen hört. Oft sind es Lästerungen und Nörgeleien gegenüber anderen. Viele haben einfach generell zu viel Zeit und nutzen diese um andere schlecht zu reden oder nur um zu dummschwätzen. Über unnötige Dinge zu reden oder zu diskutieren sind genauso … Weiterlesen „Dummgeschwätz von anderen..“

Another Day

So currently i lack ideas and need something very new …

Last week my grandmother died and the days past extremely fast… Here in this part of russia, the day ends at 18:00 .. because it gets pitch dark outside and the body gets fast sleepy.. reeeeally annoying i can tell! It feels like you dont have much time at all.

I mean everyone still works and all, but when the body yawns every 5 minutes …

Not even fresh air helps xD only the blue light of the phone!

So me and my wife try not to argue over bullshit but it gets tough sometimes even if we dont want to argue…

All this crap of live just passes by .. what awaits in the end is the love we have always for each other.

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Corrupted Judges

This place with many others are highly corrupted. What i mean is, that a judge who judges criminals is always paid by the one who wants to win.

The more money you give the judge, the higher your chances of winning a case without any problems.

These assholes dont even listen to their own rules and do all kinds of shit..

Many would like it if russias corrupt bastards would dissapear from the surface. The judges in the higher court dont even bother your case and you loose alot of money. The bank always wins it is said..

The problem isnt russia, but the president who doesnt bother to re-arrange the system and knock out all politicians who die for money.

The entire system is highly poisoning when you look at dagestan.

The schools wont give you any chance of winning when you dont pay money and they want a lot!

They make it really tough so you fail and beg with money.

I could go on and on with the list, you wouldnt believe what is possible here with money!

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