Pros and Cons of being famous

Hello there,

Now i know a lot of people wish they would be famous so all theyre problems would go away but thats not the case. Being famous is one thing, making money of being famous is another thing.

Lets keep it short.

Pros:

  • you have a lot of options to make money of the fame
  • you can meet people which are not easy to meet such as other celebs
  • you have alot of fans to support you and again, make more money
  • you get special treatment wherever you go such as faster visas, free food or other things
  • you have paparazzis which make constantly fotos of you (I dont think thats a good thing but many may like it)
  • you get the feeling of being important to others or be more worth than someone else ( Again, not sure if that can be seen as a good thing to think that youre higher in value than another human)
  • you get recognized everywhere

Cons:

  • you cant do average things that other can because you get recognized
  • you have no privacy, everywhere you go there will be a camera or someone watching you
  • your status can and will attract a lot of fake people or friends
  • you will be surrounded by peope which want your money and your demise
  • you will be always judged by other celebs and your fans and have to behave a certain way
  • being famous can attract stalkers and unwanted people (happens very often)
  • you have to be actually on your guard when it comes to money and wealth keeping
  • people will try to take advantages of you by making pictures in which you look bad to create drama which again leads to money for themselves
  • you will have a really hard time finding true friends
  • you cant walk down the street without disguise or bodyguards because people will surround you and stick a cam in your face

That covers most of the stuff.

Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?

Es gibt gewisse Träume in welcher die Psyche des Individuums geheilt werden kann. Diese Träume sind äußerst tiefgreifende Erfahrungen im Unterbewusstsein und sie können hochintensive Heilungen im Inneren auslösen. Hier ein Beispiel. Sie haben enorme Angst im Dunkeln und das seid Jahren. Warum das so ist haben sie sich schon immer gefragt aber finden keine … Weiterlesen „Psychische Krankheitsheilung durch Träume ?“

Intervallfasten #4 – Zurück in die Vergangenheit

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Pros and cons of living in a big city

Hello there,

Lets keep it short.

Pros:

  • A car is maybe or often not needed due to infrastructure
  • You have more job options to find
  • You have a lot more fun options like dining in restaurants, parks or fitness centers and more
  • More education options and possibility to meet more people
  • Seing architecture and history for those who like

Cons:

  • Higher cost of living and expenses
  • Annoying neighbours living over or in the same floor as you
  • Higher crime rates
  • Loud city noise for people who rather like it quiet
  • More stress overall

Guess that covers it.

Existenz von Zeit im Traum?

Jeder hat sicherlich sich schonmal gefragt wie die Zeit im Traum wohl abläuft oder wie man sich das vorstellen soll. Ich erzähle aus eigenen Erfahrungen. Im Traum läuft Zeit weder linear noch vorwärts. Man kann Zeit in einem Traum nicht fühlen oder wahrnehmen weil man Selbst darüber unbewusst entscheidet. Zeit ist individuell einstellbar solange der … Weiterlesen „Existenz von Zeit im Traum?“

Common relationship reasons for break ups

„Common causes for breakups include personality differences, lack of time spent together, infidelity, lack of positive interactions between the couple, low sexual satisfaction, and low overall relationship satisfaction. Ending a relationship is one of the most difficult things we have to do.“

Now this is what google says shortly and its mostly true. So lets make the obvious facts even clearer.

The most reason why a relationship fails for men is either there is no good sex or sex at all. Or there is huge gap in communication between each other. Men tend to do their part of the story when they get something in regard as well. But such relationships wont last long since there is no love involved.

Mostly teenagers have the thing of breaking up constantly and comming back together and playing around like that. But many adults got the same problem. Due to lack or miss communication, we tend to overthink or built up stupid thoughts in our minds which are mostly never true. So it happens that an entire bad conversation can happen in your head which only makes your mood bad.

If both parties speak up for themselves and talk with each other on what they want and what they wish from the other, it would become either much easier together. Or it would show you that its really time for a break up! If one does not want to sit and talk about it all, she or he is not the one you have been waiting for my friends. And it doesnt matter when he or she dont feel about talking right now. Its your relationship on the line and it should be solved or dismissed. This of course only happens if both love each other for real and not for anything else in the material world.

Intervallfasten #2

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Applaus, applaus. Wer sollte mir, oder uns, denn auf die Schulter klopfen, wenn nicht WIR selbst. Zuerst einmal gibt es heute eine Einladung in die von mir, wieder eröffnete Fasten-Motivationsgruppe, die ich erstellte vor 2 Jahren, weil viele Apps nur Geld verdienen wollen, aber nicht wünschen dass die…

Intervallfasten #1

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Einen wunderschönen und hoffentlich regenreichen guten Morgen zum Montag. Bei uns atmet die Natur nun endlich auf, es ist frisch und regnet wirklich gut. Ich hingegen muss zum Hose anziehen, die Luft anhalten, den sonst geht die einfach mal nicht mehr zu. Ich habe mich also auf die…

The Chinese governmental Experiments

experiment facility…

It all started when me and my friends went to a government facility through underground tunnels. They were quite drunk and we just went along and had no goal where we were going. So after half an hour we had found some tunnels near a destroyed building in town. And since we had no idea and wanted some fun, we went inside and moved for little bit. Strangely enough the tunnel was lighten up in the middle of the night but i was sure that it was pitch black when we looked at it from outside.

So after continues walking we came out in another destroyed building were the way went upwards and the building became more and more… built again. Only the downstairs and three floors were destroyed. As if it was covering something.

So we reached the fourth floor and now everything was lighten up and several ways and floors were up ahead. Some of my friends just walked to random doors with their girls and just did their things. In no time they were all gone and i was standing alone in the floor, not knowing where to go until i heard a scream. One of the girls had tripped over metal and fell a floor down. She had broken her both blegs and blood was dripping from one of them. I walked downstairs to check her, picked her up and i started walking with her in my hands to the hospital. Atleast that was what i thought. Suddenly the entire building was full of chinese guards and i started to hear more and more screams. As if the others were caught. Since the guards were chinese, i knew what scums they were under the current leader. They would torture and kill us if we would get caught too. It was very dangerous now.

So i slowly looked around corners, avoided their shadows and turned in seconds to small corners so we wouldnt get caught. It was really nerve wrecking. And i almost was caught by a guard when i stood in a very dark corner with the girl still in my hands. The guard was straight looking at me as if i was caught but then turned around and started walking away. Than he looked back again, as if he only moved to see if the darkness would move. And he came back running towards us and before he would get us, he backed away. We couldnt understand what that was about but we knew that if we moved an inch, he would see us. After a breath taking moment, he walked away and looked suspiciously back until he dissapeared in a corner. This happend downstairs at the destroyed construction side were i was about to had back through the tunnel. There was no other way out without getting caught, so i used the tunnel.

The bleeding had stopped but the girl went unconscious and i needed to place her somewhere safe to check ahead. So i decided to leave her in the dark spot and went down the tunnel. But now even i got confused. The tunnel was broken into four other parts and looked exactly like the floors in the fourth floor in the building. But when i looked back, the path behind me was gone. There was no going back and the girl was nowhere to be found. So i decided to walk straight through the tunnel again and without choosing a path. I just walked through the middle path and ten meters after it, there was a door. The door was made from thick metal and slightly open. However after i opened it, i found myself in a room with over thirty other people. They all looked at me and asked how i got in here without the actual door to open. I looked back and saw that i came through the wall but a meter to the right, there was the slightly open metal door. Five people were trying to push the door open but it was not moving an inch and they seemed in panic. One at the door said that its about to get midnight and we all need to go to bed immediatley. Then they just all went to their beds in the room. There were thirty beds and all in white sheets. However one of them was really panicking and said „its about to happen as every night, quickly find a bed and sleep“ I had no idea what was about to happen until i went to some other rooms. Some really ugly looking monsters appeared from nowhere and began to sniff their way to the people.

I didnt knew what to do and woke one guy up, telling him what the fuck was wrong in this place. He was just screaming at me and asking why i woke him up. He yelled that everyone who is awake at midnight would be eaten by those savage beasts because of their fear. So i asked why they feared them and he yelled that if you sleep or lay down in these beds, they wont see you but still sniff around until dawn. So before i would be eaten or killed, i said sorry to him and threw him out of the bed to the ground. I layed down and closed my eyes. Just in that very moment those monsters came into the room and started to sniff the beds. Some of them straightly bit on the beds and killed a few. This was too risky for me. I jumped up from my bed and threw it to the monsters. A few others did the same and held them off. Two others and i saw that the door was suddenly made from wood. It could be smashed open but when i looked past the door, a lot more of them were coming.

There was no escape and shortly before i was about to be killed by them, i was backed against the same wall from which i came and found myself outside. The metal door was now from wood and when i opened it, the exact same people came out one by one. Some of them had missing limbs or bleeding faces and broken bones. However no one knew who i was and they seemed to ignore me before sprinting out.

An alarm went off and lights went red. From nowhere there came a bunch of people and guards tried to shoot or take them back into the building. However a lot escaped and when i went back to the main tunnel, the girl was till there but fine. The broken legs were gone. Still not knowing what was going on, i picked her up after failing to wake her up and i ran with her out of the building.

There was huge mess going on. Everywhere was the police and even the chinese leader trying to get the media away.

It happend that the building was a secret experiment facility in which toxic nerve gas was used on people. People which were kidnapped or reported as missing a decade ago. It happend that by opening the metal door, something went wrong with the gas in the floor. The people snapped out of their insanity and ran towards exit. But still there was no explanation on how the injuries had happend to the bodys of the missing people. Was the gas really just a gas or went something completely different down there?…

It seemed the entire chinese government was falling apart because it happened in more than one secret facility. As for my friends, they all died. i saw their faces burned off or missing. I dont know what happend to them. It seemed as if their faces got bitten off or ripped to shreds. We were careless. This was big news for the entire world.

Unconditional Love vs Love

What are the differences ? The normal love you might experience as a human and vanishes after a certain time is called earthly or just human love. It has not much meaning and often married couples start to hate each other when this feeling dissapear Yes woman feel different, they truly feel more often love … Weiterlesen „Unconditional Love vs Love“

Dont take internet info too serious – Heres why

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Hello there, todays short blog is about google and other search engines which provide us daily with new information. So why shouldnt you trust any info on your screen? Because most of it is false information. Of course this depends on what info youve been searching for. For…

„HELP ME PLEASE“ hahaha

Those were her lasts words before i opened the door and let the pigs out to attack her. She was frozen in terror and there was no way to run. She got eaten by my three fat pigs which eat even bones. First her legs and than her face. She was screaming like the little whore when she was born. I never forget how i tortured her and carved names in her skin while she was in agony.

Screaming „PLEASE STOP DAD PLEASE“ while i chopped her skin slowly from her foot. Those were my favorite momenty with my daughter… That whore who had killed all my other children and my wife. She ruined everything.. The day she was born i hated her. I knew something was wrong but that she would kill all of our family while we were sleeping was never expected. She was six when she bit one of her brothers neck and he died before we reached the hospital.

Than after years and years she ate my wife while i was at work and the rest of the family was found dead. A human could possibly not be at work here. So i made up my mind and planned to extract the evil out of her by torture.

But it all was just for nothing… I still ended up back in my cell because the judge was not believing me.

I woke up in a psychatric clinic and the bad dreams stopped when my doctor gave me my pills. I fell asleep and woke up in prison. I slowly stood up and went to the door.. another day of never ending nightmares.

– CIRKOW RICHIE, Murderer of five people. Soon sentenced to death for killing his family in alcohol rage.

Solve toxic behaviour ?

Hi there,

Toxic behaviour, we all know it from somewhere. From work or from home or from friends. The question is how to solve a persons toxicity ?

Well the first step is to confront the person. Doesnt matter if it is your mother or your boss. Maybe those people are unaware of their behaviour and need someone to tell them. If the person is ready and willingly to learn, he/she will listen and understand. And then they will show you how they change. However those kind of people are rare. Most people are just assholes and there is no shame or miss believe to not admit it.

Toxic people are often dumb or really have no idea. But some do it on purpose to annoy people. Those can be as well your boss from a known company.

If they are not willingly accept to stop with toxic behaviour, dismiss them. Show them that you dont need to give yourself their bullshit for any longer. If they think that youre not going to do anything, show them by leaving! Specially at a working place. And if the parents are toxic which in many cases they are, leave and never come back from one day to the next. Such people dont deserve anything when they dont want to listen or change and understand. These people instead will begin to do the same the next day after you told them as if nothing happend.

Atleast thats what i would do, all the rest is time waste and showing weakness.

Empathie und Egoismus vs Illusion – Realtalk

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Heute mal zum Einstieg ins Wochenende, ein kurzer Realtalk. Ich gehe davon aus, dass viele das was ich jetzt sage verstehen und auch nachvollziehen können. Geht es euch auch so, dass ihr euch fragt „Was zum Geier ist nur mit der Menschheit los? Werden die alle immer dämlicher…

Pros and Cons of running a Business

my pros and cons of owning a business

Hello there,

todays blog will be about the pros and cons of running a business. This is from what im confronted daily and learned from time.

Pros:

  • You can decide which time you work. Thats probably one of the best things . No one will annoy you to be at work or take late shifts.
  • You learn a lot about owning and growing a business than ever before. That comes very handy and you will never need expensive seminars from gurus.
  • You can make your own salary and dreams come true when you got the right thing at the right time.
  • No one will ever annoy you except the government to pay taxes.
  • You work under your own rules and can do whatever you want
  • You decide which days you take off.

Cons:

  • You are constantly under pressure to make money in order to survive and sustain the business.
  • You have to work 24/7 to grow the business
  • There is always fear involved that you might loose the business or dont make any money
  • Every month is a different number on the bank balance based on how much you made and from what you can live.
  • Owning a business is sometimes or very often not easy and takes a lot of work, time and the right thing with the right marketing.
  • You have to constantly move and check. This is specially when you have workers.
  • Finding trustworthy workers can be very hard
  • You decide which days you can stay home but because this is your own business, you will probably work even more and take less days off than a normal job.
  • Owning a business is very time and nerve consuming, specially when expected returns dont come.

The only question will be, what is your priority ? Having fun and making some memorys or working all the time through your best years just to „make it“ and live great with 40/50?

It all depends on you. Do what makes you happy but be prepared to take hits in the route of owning businesses. Those punches are quite heavy 😉

Dagestans Parking Rules – Daily Stuff

Hello there,

todays blog will be about dagestans parking kings as how i call them.

So driving is already stressfull enough and you need to be constantly on your watch to notice everyone. But here comes the thing. If you are driving in a thirty zone, the guy in front of you can suddenly stop, turn on the warning lights and sit there as if his car is broken. Like in the middle of the road. They will go a little bit to the side but the bigger the car, the more rights you have when it comes to parking as well. They just turn on the lights and the rest have to either drive around him or yell at him to move but in the most cases, they dont give a damn what you say. Specially those cars which are expensive because of their contacts with the chief of police. They could sit in the middle of a crossing path and the police would write them a huge ticket, but what for if the chief throws it away anyway.

The big cars can park on the sidewalks as well. Even were the busses and taxi drivers are. Of course people get upset but its so much that you get used to it in a while. So the warning lights mark that you are staying there for few minutes.

If there are parking lots where youre supposed to spare room for others, you will always see those two guys which take two spaces. Why ? Its Dagestan! Often enough there are drivers which park on the other side of the lane without turning the car. So the car faces towards you on the parking lot. And if the day is busy you will see people parking on no parking areas. Why ? Its Dagestan! No one cares for parking except if it blocks someone elses expensive car.

Now this isnt a blog to say that driving in dagestan is bad, but you really need to be very careful. You really can see it as training for all situations because there is pretty much all going on, on the road.

Universelles Bewusstsein – Fakten #1

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Hier könnte man nun zuerst meine/unseren ganzen alten Beiträge hinzufügen. Diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/25/warum-steigt-das-bewusstsein-der-menschen-nicht/ oder diesen: http://katjasbauchladen.com/2020/06/01/limitierende-glaubenssatze/ Oder im Prinzip fast alle, da es mir sehr oft nur ums Bewusstsein geht. Nun aber mal wieder Klartext. Will die Menschheit wirklich „BEWUSST“ sein? Stellt sich diese Frage wirklich? Wisst ihr was?…

Wieso es keine seelenlosen Menschen geben kann.

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Diejenigen die sich mit Spiritualität beschäftigen fragen sich sicherlich mal folgende Frage: „Wenn es beseelte Menschen gibt, so gibt es doch bestimmt auch unbeseelte Menschen auf dem Planeten?“ Um die Frage direkt zu beantworten, Nein. Es gibt keine unbeseelten Bioorganismen, denn das ist nicht möglich. Jedes Teil ist…

Übersäuerung des Körpers, Basische Ernährung

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Heute mal eins der Streitthemen Nummer Eins. Ich erhebe hier keinen Anspruch auf exakte Richtigkeit, ich bin kein Mediziner oder Experte, ich kläre auch nur darüber auf was ich in meiner Krankenschwesternausbildung gelernt habe und aus meinen Recherchen hinzufügen konnte oder musste. Bei Krankheiten oder Symptomen, in denen…

Herbstzeit- Vitaminmangelzeit? Wenn ja, welches denn?

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Heute ist unser Wetter, so typisch Deutschlandwetter im Herbst. Und zwar so: Photo by Valeriia Miller on Pexels.com Fällt euch was auf? Richtig. Keine Sonne, dunkel, Regen, windig, kalt. So richtiges „Mistwetter“ eben. Da nützt auch der, recht abgedroschene Spruch „es gibt kein schlechtes Wetter, nur….“ ihr wisst…

Streiten und Spiritualität

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Okay, lasst uns ein wenig – nochmal – über Meinungsfreiheit reden, von der meine persönliche Meinung die ist: „im Prinzip ist meine Meinung scheißegal und egal wie sie ist, es wird immer! wirklich immer jemanden geben, der sie sofort und gründlichst tot- bzw. kaputtreden wird.“ Es ist wirklich…

Dream Control through Subconsciousness

A small techique to achieve some results in the dreamworld…

Hello there,

Todays short blog will be about dream control by reaching the subconsciousness.

Now for the most part, you actually need to be conscious in your dream to take any control. However it ´s not always easy to do lucid. Thats why there is a way of reversing the whole situation while youre dreaming.

What if theres as way to control the dream while your unconscious and slowly become conscious to the point where you realise its a dream?

There is a way! But it will consume time and is sometimes not always working and sometimes you dont need exercise at all. So what do you need to do ?

You have to reach your subconscioussness with words and emotions or only emotions/words. A for dream control, you will repeat the phrase „I can easily control my dreams“ before you go to sleep. Now you have to do it with some kind of intention. Just reading it inside you wont to the trick, youll need emotion too. But it depends on how your subconsciousness is structered in the first place. For some people words are enough. You just have to try it out and see what works best. Add the emotion of being aggressive with it. Like as if you would hunt something aggressively. The more you add to enhance the phrase, the more likely it will happen.

You will pretty much be in your dream, wreaking havoc while not even knowing whats going on when it succeeded. This will cause your consciousness actually to come back and realise that youre dreaming. However if you continue to destroy things in large scales, you will be thrown out if you cant control the space. Since dream worlds are limited space. And if the energy gets to high to control it, the scene changes or you wake up. So make sure to be conscious and stop whatever youre killing or destroying.

For more dream infos and lucid dreaming, Here you go:

Was sind – falsche Freunde?

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Was sind falsche Freunde oder sogar falsche Partner und woran erkennt man sie? Wie kann man sich schützen und wie kann man die Situation ändern oder geht das gar nicht und man muss damit leben?! 1. Sie sind entweder NIE da wenn man sie braucht ODER sie sind…

Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?

Ich hatte ein paar Male das Vergnügen im Traum, falsche Erinnerungen zu lesen. Mit lesen meine ich das Verstehen von falschen und richtigen Erinnerungen und wie ihre Eigenschaften sind. Alle falschen oder „implantierten“ Erinnerungen sind natürlich an erster Hand daran erkennbar, ob sie denn je stattgefunden haben. Das ist der logische Part. Zudem können Erinnerungen … Weiterlesen „Erinnerungen lesen – Wie kann man sich falscher Erinnerung bewusst sein ?“

How to seriously grow as a person ?

Hello there,

short answer: have all your emotions perfectly under control, no matter what. Dont let you drag down or react in a way that doesnt represent control.

If you manage that at all times, you won pretty much against all sorts of bullshit, conversations and you will always be able to answer and act neutral.

If you wanna know more about things which hold you down such as beliefs, look here:

Was ist – EGO?

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Was ist das nun, unser EGO? Sind wir das? Macht es uns aus? Nützt es uns was? Oder taugt es gar nichts und wir müssen ständig auf der Hut sein, es los zu werden? Zuerst einmal, WAS sind wir? WAS macht UNS, als Menschen aus??? Wir sind mehr…

Was ist ein Visionboard und wozu dient es?

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Ein Visionboard, ist die oft gepriesene grafische Aufbereitung unserer eigenen Vision, unseres Traumes, unserer Ziele. Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com Man könnte faul sein und Fotos suchen und die aufkleben, oder an die Wand kleben, man kann aber auch kreativ sein und seine Ziele aufmalen, oder in Lettern…

Signs of an unconscious soul

signs of an …..

Hello there,

today i will tell you signs of an unconscious personality.

Lets cut straight to the point.

But first clarify. An unconscious person is not measured by intellect or any other information except his own awareness which only can be measured by ones self. One thing should be said here: consciousness is generated with every life and reincarnation on earth or other planets. It is not given nor earned. It simply follows the rule of the universe until the cycle is closed and one has fully restored consciousness of the soul. Being conscious is NOT the state of the body being awake but the mind. Being unconscious is the state of the body being awake while the mind/awareness is in a dream state. Being unconscious simply means that the person is awake but doesnt/cant understand nor ever will anything about the soul. Being conscious means that the persons body is awake and its consciousness too.

But here are things that can clarify it for those.

  • One is always or most of the time aware of his surroundings meaning objects, people, living things
  • One has memory of past or future or unknown times right after birth
  • One is fully aware since birth of his/her situation on earth
  • One knows a big puzzle piece of the game through the spiritual world/before incarnation
  • One is NOT measured by intelligence. Unconscious people are sometimes super smart but only about things from earth and do not consider the spirits existence.
  • Unconscious people talk to much nonsense without getting annoyed, they are interested in matrix game activities rather than knowing who and what they are really.
  • Unconscious people are strongly interested in money and to be rich. However it is not a shame to be conscious and wanting wealth but conscious people intend to have happy and fullfilling lives with little stress.

You could say that some stuff is just like identifying old souls. However it is quite hard to explain how consciousness is measured. It gets a whole water tank to fill for itself.

This means that if the tank is filled with one cup water every new reincarnation until its full, you can only use some sentences to describe a conscious person. It slowly builts up until it is enough to recover fully the rest. The consciousness you gain was always yours, it was the thing you gave up to come here until the game was over. Underestimated the rules.

Who wants to know more about it should just look here:

Methoden der Zielfindung + Pareto Prinzip

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Getreu dem Motto „alles lief genau der Plan, aber der war eben scheiße“ , geht es heute mal kurz darum, wie man sich selbst erreichbare Ziele setzt und wie man feststellt ob diese Ziele realistisch oder sagen wir besser, machbar sind. Dabei gilt, nichts ist unmöglich und alles…

The Hole under our Floor – Horror Story

…and the hole in the floor

It is august the sixth. Me and my girlfriend bought ourselves a nice house in the middle of a forest. It is quiet, looks beautiful outside and its just a ten minute drive to town. Strangely no one else is living in the forest. We got the house for quite a cheap price and it didnt looked old or had any mysteries around it.

None had been killed or went missing they had told us when we took a look for it. But we were wrong. They had lied to us and something was wrong with that cursen house when i first saw that giant tree next to it. It had no leaves. All other trees had leaves but nothing grew around the house itself. It was rather mud and sand. The plants and even the grass didnt grew a few meters next to the house. We asked what was wrong but the estate agent told us that it was built that way to prevent something from entering. When i asked what he meant he joked about a monster living inside the tree that would hunt new owners but in the end he didnt knew either. We all brushed it off as „well doesnt matter, just makes it easier for us to grow plants“.

A week later we were living the dream. Atleast we thought that. Everything was going well. We had fun building our stuff around the house and even began to grew some weed in the new garden. It was all fine until one day, i fell two stairs down the hallway and crashed on the wooden floor.

My girl rushed to me to check if i was fine and we had a quick laugh. However the floor was broken, atleast a small part of it. We didnt knew that the house had a basement or anything else because the agent told us that there was none. However after we took out the wooden planks from the ground, a one and a half meter wide hole was visible and god knew how deep it would go. There was a wooden ladder but who would ever use that ? It did not looked safe at all.

Maybe we would find a treasure from the previous owners i thought. Maybe gold i asked my girl. She laughed and said „Sure ..its gonna be gold“ Before we would head inside to check whats down there, we would need equipment to secure ourselves. Equipment we not had. The ladder wouldnt be enough. So we let the hole open and called the agent to ask what the hole is about. Strangely he told us to not know any hole and rather stuttered some stuff we couldnt understand until he hang up.

So we decided to leave it until tomorrow and went to bed because it was already late. That was the first night when i began to hear noises from somewhere. A humming voice and ssteps downstairs. As if someone was inside. I woke up my girl and she listened too but told me that nothing was there. But i was still hearing it and went to check it with a baseball bat. Slowly i was walking downstairs and expected robbers or someone who had broke in. But nothing. I only saw the open hole and for a quick second i thought that i saw myself standing there and jumping. I was just imagining things right ? The voice had stopped and i was standing infront of the whole, looking down. But than i heard my girl scream inside the bedroom.

I rushed upstairs and ripped the door open just to see that she was in the corner and begging to not hit her with the bat. I couldnt understand and grabbed her, asking whats wrong. She was crying and was afraid of me. What on earth was going on ? I told her that i saw myself jumping down the hole and than heard the scream. She told me that i came in and dragged her out of bed and was ready to hit her with the bat. But before that happend, i came in the room and the other „me“ vanished. She than run to the corner and held her face closed because she didnt wanted to see it.

I told her that it wasnt me and that we should get out of the house quickly. I grabbed her hand and we went downstairs close by. However when we came close to the hole, there was strong urge to get away from there. It was blocking our way out. But we had no choice so we both jumped over it but she missed to grab my hand and fell inside. After that, i fell unconscious..

I woke up back in my bed with my girl by my side as if nothing happend. Was it all just a dream ? .. As i walked downstairs, i saw the hole .. it was not a dream. Something very dark was going on..

Part 2 follows shortly.

Ewiges Drama Kopfschmerzen?

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Einen wunderschönen guten Montagmorgen. Ich habe mich gerade mal wieder in meiner Lieblingsapotheke umgesehen, mich plagt das übliche Leiden.. Kopfschmerzen. Das kann an keinen vor vielen Jahren operierten Kieferhöhlen liegen, weil jeder Schnupfen sofort in die Stirnhöhlen wandert. Oder an der „kaputten“ Halswirbelsäule, mir wurde vor 22 Jahren…

Was ist – Intuition?

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Intuition war das, was du als allererstes dachtest! Das, was am Ende richtig war! Das, auf das du hättest hören sollen 😉 aber vermutlich ignoriert hast. Intuition ist die Summe deiner Erfahrungen! Die du in all deinen vergangenen Inkarnationen und Existenzen als Seele gesammelt hast Die, dir eigentlich…

Visit in Hell – The Judge of Torment

I was struck by lightening.. and went straight from laughing, to lights out. It went quicker than i thought but i wasnt expecting hell nor heaven when i would die.

But i found myself in a open cell in hell..

It seemed i was alive at first but than i knew i was dead because i went down a light tunnel. The hallway was full of screams and fear. Weird noices were coming out in the end of the path.

The walls were from some kind of disgusting looking flesh that hurt you when you came close to it. It wasnt pain what was felt, but it was a horrible feeling which seemed to consume everything.

I stood up and i had no shoes on while i was walking out of my cell and feeling the worst fear you could dream of. Was this place hell? There was nothing that could describe this place, it was truly nightmarish. As i went down the hallway, i saw people screaming in their cells while the doors were open, what was going on? They couldve walked out easily but acted like they were held for eternity here.

Would i stay here forever ? I needed to find a way out and suddenly ..“WELCOME TO HELL, THIS WAY FOR THE MURDERER AND LIVE TAKER ISMAIL SHALAK“

That was my name … i was the murderer and killer of my family, but i only protected myself from these islam-fanatic bastards of a kind! They tried to sell me to a pedophile ring but i managed to escape at a night from home and when i was old enough, i would kill them for what they did. They were brainwashing me and telling me that underage sex would be for my benefit. I liked every bit of cutting their tungs and skin out while they screamed in fear and pain.

„FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL“ i yelled while i was going backwards to my cell. The being stood there and started running at me but i couldnt move. As it stood before me, three meters high and very muscular and extremely ugly with sharp teeth and a bright smile, it spoke „YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SNIFFER“. And than it hit me so hard in the face that i flew back to my cell, the door closed and i fell to sleep. Surely i would die from a hit such as this, but i only was feeling pain without injury.

As i woke up .. i heard yelling and screaming .. „HELP HEELP HEEEEEELP MEEE PLEASE IM SORRY“. The noise came from the others which were hold by a giant ugly bug that sniffed the cause of their death and which got the punishment for it. The people were held in small cages, naked and full of fear while being tormented by other beasts.

The bug – thing was terrifying itself. A dark coat with bleeding wings and again this red living flesh. The flesh was holding the sinners infront of the judge while it sniffed and told in which tormenter class they would be tortured for eternity.

I was standing on the corner while the red flesh grabbed me and i started to scream in horrible pain and fear. It covered my entire body and caused all pain at once. „THE SINNERS SOUL IS TO BE TORTURED IN THE DEMONS CHAMBER“ said the judge while it sniffed on me. The smell was disgusting and i couldnt say a word because i was screaming in pain.

After my judgement, the flesh threw me down a dark hole while i still was screaming in pain, panick and whatever bad feeling there was. This was going on forever ? Never could i do this? Why did i deserve this?. I was talking to myself while i was tightened to red flesh .. Every second was painfull enough and now these fearful beings were bringing me to the demons chamber .. what on hell was that? How could it get ever worse than this?

„YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT WILL GET RIGHT NOW – STUPID HUMAN“ said one being. It was hearing my thoughts ? I couldnt hide my thoughts? How did he hear me ? Or was it pure luck?

I came off the red flesh and got thrown even further down.. A simple hole of blue flesh? Just a really tiny hole made out of organs .. But it wasnt hurting at all .. What was going on? The demons left while i heard them talk something „Will he ever get it ?“.

I didnt understood a word but i needed to climb out the fuck out of here. Maybe they did a mistake and threw me to a wrong spot, this was my chance!

The blue organs were sticking to me the more i try’d to move.. fuck.. i couldnt move easily but i was going up the three meter hole i thought. But instead i was falling further in and started to feel sharp pain at my feat. The blue flesh was turning into something i knew..

It turned into some sort of fluffy hair ?? I was awake and my cat was playing with my foot.. Damn.. was that really a dream? I did kill my parents but that was all good after 30 years. That place was definetly an area to land, when i wouldnt know about it! That was surely a test of skill…? As pain was rising on my entire body ..

„Will he ever get it“ was the last thing that was heard from Ismail Shalak, while he was like the rest, held in a open cell … screaming in pain, hell.

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Warum man sich trotz 10h schlaf, Müde und Niedergeschlagen nach dem Aufwachen fühlt

Warum fühlt man sich manchmal oder sogar oft nach dem Aufwachen total niedergeschlagen und müde, obwohl man eigentlich genug Zeit zur Erholung hatte ? Der Grund liegt hier nicht am Körper sondern an der Zeit in welcher euer Bewusstsein ohne Kontrolle unterwegs war. Sprich im Traum oder wo auch immer. Je länger ihr unbewusst im … Weiterlesen „Warum man sich trotz 10h schlaf, Müde und Niedergeschlagen nach dem Aufwachen fühlt“

Keep it clean – The room around the corner

The bitter truth about the room

Later afternoon i went out of the club and needed a toilett quickly. Since i couldnt find anything, i just went around the block. It was full of dirt and an old homeless man was sitting on the street.

I walked further and found the toiletts.

„KEEP IT CLEAN“ – Was standing there.. Not thinking too much, i went straight in but the old man suddenly stood behind me and grabbed my shoulder. His hand was cold and he said „Keep it clean and youre safe!“

Are you threatening me old man ? – i responded quite pissed. And he just left.

I went inside and the room was …really clean.

I looked at the window, scratching my face and took a piss. It all didnt went inside the toilett but who cares. Washed my hands afterwards and through the paper to the trash can but it went outside. I didnt bothered putting it back in.

I looked again in the mirror, smiled and went outside…

..

The door was locked? I dont remember locking it. Was it the old man? „Hey come on thats not funny, open the door!“ .. no answer. I looked around and noticed a piece of paper in front of the mirror .. „Keep it CLEAN!!!“

I took the paper and threw it to the trash can while i backed up a bit and started kicking the door..

It wasnt moving an inch..

Damn it i was stuck in here.

Suddenly on the wall was written „KEEP IT CLEAN!.!.!.“ again but this time the temperature inside the room was rising… or was i imaginating things? It was really getting seriously hot inside the room. I tried splashing water in my face but there was no more water coming out, instead it was black dirty. Ive panicked but not because of the water coming from the sink, but from the sudden dirt and shit coming out of the toilett and covering the floor in a really bad smell, including my shoes.

I was trying to open the door but it didnt worked at all… the shit was still rising .. „FUUUCK .. What do i do, call the police because someone closed me in?“

I tried calling the cops but my phone wasnt working either ? What the fuck was this room ?

The shit was coming and coming and the smell was insane but what was i going to do? It was already at my knees and i wondered how it didnt sipped through the door.

„HELP HEEELP IM STUCK HERE!“ i yelled at the door, but no responses..

On the ceiling „WE TOLD YOU!“ and i was panicking. Did someone watched me ? This wasnt normal and the heat and smell was going up inside my lungs, i was going to pass out but i couldnt! How could i die like THIS?!

„HEEELP PLEASE IM SORRY IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN“ …

The shit rising stopped .. Three holes appeared in the wall and i was expecting it to suck the room clear but… water started to drip fast. I thought i would die but.. i just passed out.

Now how am i standing here and telling you this when i was supposed to be dead ?

Well… that is simple, i remember i was heavily drunk and i slipped while opening the toilett door. My head crashed against the metal trash can and i went sleeping until someone found me laying on the floor, swimming in a pool of blood. The guy called the police and an ambulance because he thought i was dead…

And now.. well .. gotta go work because i got quite a medical bill to take care of.

A Days Purpose

A day has two purposes.

The first is to either listen to the ego and do what it wants, based on the conditioning and self awareness of oneself

Or

Just dont give a fuck about anything and chill your soul

But lets be real, everyone wants number two.. Right?

Astrale Welten

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Hallo zusammen, Zum heutigen Abend sprechen wir darüber was denn sogenannte ausserkörperliche Reisen sind, kurz genannt über Astralreisen. Vielen ist dieses Thema fremd und viele wissen davon aber fürchten sich davor oder stempeln diese als Hirngespinste ab. Vorweg, ihr seid weder geistig am durchdrehen, noch braucht ihr davor…

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How to induce astral travel through dreams?

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Gute Nacht und kurze Frage

Kommt es mir nur so vor, oder spinnt WordPress mal wieder? Beiträge werden nicht angezeigt. Der Reader aktualisiert sich nicht. Statistiken können nicht stimmen. Ist das bei euch auch so? Ich mach es jetzt wie Leo und geh schlafen. Vielleicht geht es ja morgen wieder. Gute Nacht

Manipulationen durch Sprache?

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Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2

Nun ist es geboren. 😉 Und ich freue mich wirklich riesig, dass ich mich dazu durchgerungen habe, meine Gedanken auf Papier zu bringen und dass ich damit vielleicht auch dem ein oder anderen helfen kann. Für Alle, die es interessiert, gibt es hier mein Buch: Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet Ich schreibe darin über die Entstehung unserer … Weiterlesen „Mein erstes Buch – Glaubenssätze spirituell betrachtet – Teil 2“

Zeichen einer unbewussten Seele

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Hallo zusammen, Heute geht es mal um die Zeichen einer unbewussten Person/Seele. Halten wir uns kurz. Aber als erstes definieren wir mal das genau. Eine unbewusste Seele wird nicht an ihrer Intelligenz oder an irgendeiner anderen Info gemessen. Die Messung erfolgt nur durch einen Selbst und desjenigen Bewusstsein/Wahrnehmung.…

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