As a little bonus to the previous blog, i want to share an experience with you. Me and my wife where involved and we tested us while we remembered it both at the same time to ensure the details.
So in this scene i was suddenly standing in a ship which i didnt saw from the outside. I only could see the how it looked outside from a big wooden door. The sky was extremely shiny and filled with colorful/electric looking clouds. It was very beautyful i can tell!
I somehow knew that place and that i always needed to go there when we wanted to write our plan for earths incarnations. The hall was big and a wooden staircase went up. When i remember right, there where 6 doors and i knew, all looked the same. I went up and the middle door slightly to the left was open and a guy was standing next to it. It was i guess the commander of the ship and i knew him and he knew me.
He looked like a hybrid spezies from an alien and human.. How can i describe it .. well imagine a head from an alien and a quite unusal face from a human! xD
The room was empty and had white walls. I knew what to do instinctively. In the middle was a desk and a piece of normal paper with a pen. The form of the paper had several already written things on them. The time suddenly passed fast and the guy from outside was in the room and watching. I was looking trough a lot of papers and how me and my wife could live it together again. I held up a piece and saw our both live strings crossing each other but again supperating. It went on like this for more than hundred papers because always there was something of a rule that didnt let us be together.
You could say this shit of a reincarnation game was the ultimate love test… My wife and me had big talks about everything and how we could sustain the damage when we would sleep with other souls because of our unawareness in this game.
So we had decided that everything what happens here, stays here! That nothing could bring us apart and we knew that nothing could and ever would. When souls are meant to be together specially those who came together from the outside, cant be cut apart..only if they let it!
It was just a simple game with annoying rules and now we found each other again and know exactly the same. I know this sounds ‚crazy‘ but it sure is how i tell you.
Back to the story:
So after i watched every possibility, it seemed that i found one and i cant remember what was shown in it, otherwise i would have a …unfair advantage over many things??? which in this cause (if i would remember) would be planned as well! Nothing happens without reason but often it just does because of what you did chose and what the rules where.
So i just picked „that“ and than the door got kicked in and my wife came. She was angry because she knew what i did there. I did it for both of us and tried to calm her down but forget it.. Impossible with those circumstances. The paper was active and we needed to go trough every scene and who would do which part and so on.
She was furious and asked why i did it and the only thing i said was „There was no other way“ and she was asking again and again but she knew that it was not really my fault .. or was it?? I cant remember… I saw our timelines and they always split apart because someone got killed, the rules didnt wanted it, the circumstances made it impossible, the government in the game had rules for other contries and so on…The list is very long.
She was already mad at me and lived a lonely life just because of me while talking to animals with no contact to civilisation. And now i did something maybe very stupid but in that position it seemed i had no choice. It was the only way i remember. Some lives where available, we lived perfectly together but always the line split apart and wasnt constant due to rules.
The other guy tried to calm her but i said to him that it is okay. She left the room angry and kicked a table in two while heading to the shiny outside.
I ran after her and she was already gone and so i came back from this flash and told about her about it…
She knew.. My lovely Princess im sorry if i fucked it up, You will do the work if there should be a next time in a different world where we wont forget anything anymore!
This was one of our memory’s … I dont like it when it should be true…
If anyone of you had something similiar, please let us know! 🙂